Reality stories

2010-11-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

It was my first time going away from SG during Hari Raya yesterday. With family and cousins, i went to Taman Perling, Johor Bahru to do our korban there.

Yes, i really had fun, no regrets. 12 years (i guess) of not stepping into the Taman Perling house. It is cousin's second house anyways. We went out at around 9 and safely at JB's house at 10 near 11.

The next day, woke up early for solat Hari Raya. Thought that it started roughly at 8, we reached there and realized that among the girls, we are like the second group? Again i thought that there were not many women going fr prayers, but then around 0820 the musolla started to flood with women. The prayer then started at 0830. If i knew this would be happen, i went out at 0820 seh. Rumah punye dekat dngan surau. Oh yeah. It was surau tau not masjid ^^

So then, we went to do korban at the other mosque. There were 8 cows and countless of sheeps. Jakon! Like we Singaporean are not easy to see cows slaughtered right? The ways to drop the cow was quite difficult. It was very heavy. Four people (minimum number) need to get each of the legs and pull until the cow lose it balance. Check out the video soon aye?

Basically, slaughtering sheep is much easier - of course laa kan. Scary merry strawberry.

2010-09-09T16:16:00.002+08:00

AFTER SO LONG OF NOT UPDATING - PRELIMS, CAS, OLEVELS. WAAH, SO HECTIC. TIME FLIES SO FAST THAT TODAY IS ALREADY THE LAST DAY OF RAMADHAN. CAN U BELIEVE IT? OH YOU SHOULD. MUM, BIBIK, NENEK AND MAK ANJANG ARE PREPARING FOODS IN THE KITCHEN. ACTUALLY THEY STARTED FROM MORNING RIGHT AFTER DAWN PRAYERS. THIS YEAR'S RAYA, MY FAMILY WILL WE WEARING BLUE ON THE FIRST DAY WHILST PINK ON THE SECOND. EH, WAIT. ITS BEEN SO LONG KAAN I UPDATE? IM LACKING OF IDEA UH WHAT TO TALK ABOUT. SO BORING. BEFORE I FINISH, I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE SERANGKAP PANTUN. RAMBUT PANJANG JUMPE BARBER. JUMPE BARBER YANG DULU CADET. DENDAM KESUMAT JANGAN DISIMPAN LAME. KAN BAGUS FORGIVE AND FORGET :) LAKI POMPAN SUKE BERGAYA. MAKE UP PON SANE SINI. I NK UCAPKAN SLAMAT HARI RAYA. SINCERELY DARI SYAFIQAH FAUZI XD

2010-07-03T16:12:00.002+08:00

About the Karate Kid show that i watched last month, I still remembered few things during the show. That show reminds me quite a lot.
First, spongebob. since Jaden Smith watched it. Second, silat. Both silat and Karate are martial arts. And i kinda miss joining silat. Also, the part when he went to the karate class where his opponent learns. It reminds me during 2008 where i participated NDP silat. The time silat trained at Bedok Camp and Marina Platform.

Last Friday night, i had a very hard time to sleep. I tried to sleep but things just kept making me busy. At 1230am, i heard nenek called for bibik. In order not to wake bibik up for she was too tired working the whole day, i attended nenek. I can see that nenek had problem in breathing. Quickly, i called upon everyone else at home. One word that can describe the situation - PANIC!

Fizzy called the ambulance and by 1, nenek was going towards CGH. Before going, nenek actually asked to send to Tan Tock Seng where she is always there for appointments. Can make joke uh nenek?

Sisters and i refused to go home as this was the first time nenek admitted to the hospital. Usually if nenek is sick, she would just go to clinic and back after that. This case was apparently serious matter.

It last more than 2 hours, so dad decided to take us home. Mama stayed, accompanied nenek. Slept for 5 hours and was forced to go AAM and Math teach.

At class, i didnt really concentrate. The sound of the hose from the ground level made me thought of the sound of nenek's oxygen equipment? AHH! IDK.

Nenek supposedly be back on Tuesday. However she have not enough of oxygen and extended till today.

On a random note: Olevel Malay, 4 more days..

21st june

2010-06-21T21:06:00.002+08:00

We, girlfriends, can only have an outing once a year. how sad is that? Reason? Ainul is studying at Dubai and she will only be back in Singapore during the end of June holiday and back to Dubai on e first week of hari raya. how sad is that?

Today was suppose to be another outing after a year. Unfortunately Dee went to Dubai for holiday and kila was sick. SYAFaKILlA ya kila. hahaaha. nice combination :D
Fortunately, we still have one more outing where everyone ought to go! :D die die faint faint must go. Because that day will be our 1 year. Ameen! 'official 1 year' :P *oops*

total of eight went to Pasir Ris Park today. We first had our warm up by playing swing and waited for fatihah and amirah who were late.

Their arrival cheered us up. Everyone was controling their hunger. Nasi goreng by cik ayu - qanita. hotdog, nugget and tofu by amirah. drinks by syira. tidbits by fatiah and mah. thank you *bow*

We then became kids for a while, enjoying the playground. Slides and ROLLER COASTER - ohh, only for me. lalalala ~

2010-06-09T18:12:00.014+08:00

seriously, i need to update this. The emptiness really bugs me.

June holidays this year was tremendously superb. I wish for this all the way till school reopen.

1st june

BBQ with the whole sec 4Bs. 4/41 absentees. That can be the most regretful times they had. Nevertheless, there will be one more outing this coming Friday with our ex from teacher Ustazah Yuni and our favorite teachers for this year, Ustazah Aida:)

Back to the topic, we had our bbq at east coast near oil spill. It started with breakfast and roughly around 1 the game started. It was undeniable that everyone were mad for the causes of sweet sensation, seriously.

Mr Fathul sent sarah, sm and i back home. But before that, we dropped by mcdonald as tcher insisted on treating us milkshake :)

2nd june

Fiqh chalet at Aloha Loyang. Since it was just nearby, decided to delay dally and went out at 745. I enjoyed most during the amazing race ^^ & yes, i can't wait for preu 1 subjects, cheaaay. real kaper?

3rd june

arrival of the campers with big bags. Luckily i was in the same group with enthusiastic friends. Ain, Farhanah, Mateen, Safwan, Sufi, Tahir, Syed and Nur Muhd. Also the awesome facis, Kak Dara and Abang Fred the lamo :D X-Men, that represent our group^^

We played station games around the school. My dream came true. I love watching fear factor where they were compelled to drink or eat scorpions or watsoever. Mine was we need to answer 3 questions. From the right answer they gave us good ingredients, but from wrong ans otherwise. We answered 2 wrongs and so we were to drink blended salt, syrup and wasabi! SURVIVED, STILL ALIVE, ALHAMDULILLAH :)

4th June

The day that i lost my weight. Thanks to Amazing race all over the Singapore. Fortunately, we arrived second. We had our asar prayers at Masjid Tentera and continued the next activity with Night Walk at NUS. How cool was that? Kudos to AAM. THE BEST CAMP EVER.

Night walk showed how high our IQ is. Special thanks to Syed for his cleverness. Subhanallah. I envy him. We arrived 1st unfortunately, this is not a race. All scores from the marks.

one of the station

5th june

Another day of sun tanning. Sincerely. woahh. When we were having fun, we don't care about anything else, except for Allah :D

X-MEN was stationed at Kallang for Dragon Boat. Together with incredibles, spiderman and poppye. Dragon boated with the incredibles. Sometimes (trying to be friendly) i got irritated with saiful for throwing a pail of water to us. Im so unlucky to be sit next to Uzaizah. She is competitive and kept splashing water to the other boat. You get what i mean?

Dinner that night was superb! Special, unexpected perfomance from the facis and committees - dikir barat - . That dikir barat was the most fun DB i ever seen. cheaaay, compliment banyak nih. That night too was surprised performance from each group to the facis. awww, sweet enough.

X-MEN

Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle SpidermanSilver surfers Power Rangers Poppye The Incredibles Incredible Hulk Cicakman Captain planet

Sadly, that was the last day for Kak Dara as she have something on the next day :(

6th june

known as the last day of camp and GFS' 11th years monthsary :)

The last day was basically autograph sessions as in, change of cards and wrote down wishes or anytg we like to. Also, the results. Alhamdulillah, we won the best teamwork which i still couldn't believe it. Well, everyone should. HAHAHAHA. U don't get what i mean do u? Campers do, i guess?

I love the individual awards. Even tho i didn't get any awards. :)

So, that was basically how the camp goes. INTERESTING!

Best teamwork

last cheer

THANK YOU FACIS!

7th June

ESQ training. It was seriously damn boring as the participants were all new, like duh and they don't talk much. Obviously, everyone were strangers to each other. Even when they asked to clap hands, only a few did that. Ayyoo!

I was awarded one mr zero and a book for answering a question ^^ i actually wished for it.

8th june

the urge of going was indeed very nice. The second day training was much better compare with the first day. Jinak everyone. I got another Mr Zero and also a pin ^^

The audio gave a very high impact that it made me have a headache. seriously.

Now, I'm fear of Allah and also the azab. Most, KUBUR! :/
Astarghfirullahalazim.
going to ESQ made me repent.
I doa everyone joins the training. seriously, it benefit all! please, go! :)

Alright, guess what, im done. heeee.

Tomorrow's plan. Will be going to science center, physics .. ayyo.
Friday. S4B's outing, sushi :DD or if there is ATS?
Saturday. ATS at furama hotel.
Sunday. Kendarat :)

physics.

2010-05-24T18:32:00.003+08:00

you sure will be surprise and happy perhaps seeing a new updated story here.

A lembab quote here ... exam dahabis ~

Here i am just got back from school, got the results. I am satisfied for most of the marks but obviously i wish to get more. lumrah manusia ...

I got back all the papers except for chemistry. What i expected became true. My physics. ahhhh im obsessed with physics. haiiix. Physics and Fiqh were to be taken on the same day. Both subjects need a lot of memorizing. Since fiqh is asasi, i decided to revise fiqh first then physics.

So the night before that, alhamdulillah i managed to revise everything and soooo i planned to wake up at 3am to start revising my physics. I started to ask Qanita, Fatihah, Lathifah and Azhari to mxg and call me. Unluckily, my battery went empty that night. I was awake at 5. So by reading this, do u think i study for my physics paper 2 ?!! OBVIOUSLY NO!

I left everything to Allah .. Tawakkal.

thanks to the 4 of you. especially qanita for giving me 20 missed calls. haha. and sorry for troubling you.

That night, i had a dream. Its all about physics. Erghhh! I dreamed that i got 2/15 for my practical. See? These are all the signs of failing the paper. Told teacher Samaniah about this and my dream was not turn to be reality. Alhamdulillah.

Nevertheless, i am happy for the other subjects that i scored quite well.

Need to look to the future. Let bygones be bygones ~

careless.

2010-04-30T21:55:00.002+08:00

One second is very precious. I was like 1 metre away from the ERP and *paaap* it's 7A.M. The ERP operates at 7A.M and i pitied dad for he was to paid 50cents just because of my stupid mistake.

If i were not to delay dally waiting for the lift, walk slowly dad still have his 50cent with him.

50cents is also precious. even 10cent is. Since most of you know that my closed friend, mr Handphone is on MC, I was like struggling each day. Not only me, mama too!

Mama always asked me to call her whenever i finish late for school. But since closed friend is on MC, i didn't manage to call mama. Nevertheless, i still have my generous, kind-hearted best friends who lend their phones to me. Frankly speaking, i was indeed paisey.

Let me tell you why am i not using a spare hp.
I don't know what happened to my phone. Suddenly a button was not functioning. The button that is use to put down and switch off phone. So i thought when i took out my battery, my hp will start working as usual but i was wrong. I can never switch on my hp back. I was very unlucky that i used my warranty and for that i need to pay for the repair. Why should i? I would rather use a spare hp.

I then decided to use my sister's spare hp. I used my old batt. Maybe this month was a bad month for me, that hp was faulty after i used it. So, i'm having trauma, k lame. I'm not sure if my simcard or battery is to put on blame?

On a random note:
about Jelita - After seeing how bayu's love towards Isabel was, i think S was indeed generous. Plus, gfs start to act 'those action' to S and S has start mxging me. These days, i always see S at S's usual place. Our secret place where no one else knows except for me, S and Allah (:
- i need to refer this to the song playing always in my blog.

irritating

2010-04-22T21:21:00.002+08:00

the more i look at those pictures taken with complete gfs - includes ainul - the more i miss ainul and the outings we had together! 06 July 2009. haiiix. am i too obsessed? Hehhh. You don't know how rare we meet each other.

Sometimes, when they show me the pictures they took together, it reminds me of how I'm not with them and sometimes, just sometimes, it hurts...I miss u guys like hell. 05 - ainul

See? This is what ainul wrote.

I miss playing dog&bone with the girls. It was indeed a budak budak game, but who cares when u are really enjoying urself with the loved ones. Well, boys play catching when they grow up. They play police and thief. So, there's nothing wrong if we play dog&bone. Cute pe ..

I need to touch this topic ... Attract Attention.
I don't really think we can accuse one attention seeker. Ktrg tatau niat die ape, so buat pe nk tuduh die attention seeker kan. Example, dekat public diorg TERktawe kuat smcm & start uh ade yg tuduh attention seeker. Mayb diorg tk prasan diorg ktawe TERkuat. Ktrg yg tkd ngn diorg tatau ape yg jadi. & org yg tuduh tadi pon maybe perna buat gtu tapi tkd niat nk attract people's attention kn? bende buat tk sengaja. lain laa kalau die mmg niat nk attract attn.

One more thing, being sarcastic ..
Sometimes, we can take that as a joke. Budak A boleh uh buat ni bahan ktawe. Tapi Budak B yang kene and confirm die irritated ngan Budak A ni kan. Understood uh joke, tapi irritating ao! Crious. Confirm sume perna rasa an?

Patu .. Idk ni nama nye aper. But i find this very irritating. example i terlupe nk bawak buku. patu ade org ni plak cakap i ni pelupe. so i give die reason mmg terlupe die pon start 'dah laa dah memng pelupe mmg da sah pelupe' patu start uh buat muke abe tk kasi chance org nak kasi reason. tawu tk ni irritating?!! That particular person has his/her own reason, kau tatau pape, patu nk jadi irritating buat ape. alamak. geram se.

& why must everyone do things kelam kabut? Mcm irritating gtuk. Do everything frantically. Bole sabar tak?
اصبر قلبلا فكن بالله معتصما لا تعجلنّ
faham kan ni? ktrg buat things relax and habiskan pon confirm hati tenang ny.

For now, ni je uh. the past few days mcm terpke psl ni bende. & anw, ni sume UMUM ao! tkd sindir sesape. amek iktibar je uh. lagi satu, kalau adelaa sesiapa yang berniat nk ckp i ni step mcm faham nk bbual ginik, please tarik balik niat nk ckp gtu. I'm just sharing. ni criously uh.

- sorry kalau tk angkat tepon ke reply mxg. hp for now rosak. terima kasih.

imtihan

2010-04-16T19:10:00.003+08:00

Good news. Paper 1 are over ~
The thing is now .. Everyone was very happy as if all subjects were taken. Well, that includes me too.

How i wish Olevel and final year is over and i'm satisfied with everything that I've done!

العلم في الصدور لا في السطور

2010-04-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

I'm not disappointed for losing. Honestly! I'm guilty. I apologize to those who know what i mean by this.

This morning i met quite a big number of friends. They were indeed very very very friendly. Nice to meet you ..... Syazwani, Erika, Widad, Rafah, Syifa'. I was quite paise when they called me when i didn't know them.

I also met teacher Herman, Ustazah Mazaniah, Tcher Salik. How nice it was to meet my long lost teachers. ;D

To erika if u're reading this. I don't think u know my url. Sorry for not meeting u before going home .. I tried to find u but to no avail.

Sedih tu adelah sikit. Tapi, jangan putus asa! - Izuddeen

I don't find the sadness. But maybe, deep inside. Allahu A'alam.

2010-04-04T22:33:00.002+08:00

Literally a good friday.

Supposedly, an outing with class' neighbors. However Fizzy made a last minute outing. Due to that, i didn't join them. It was understood that I'm being unfair but after much considering, i spent most of my time in school.

Later that night, i was told that they canceled the whole outing. Since there's no MZ & dee's mama didn't allow her to go out :(

At night, sisters and I are unable to get to sleep as we are too excited for tomorrow's plan. Actually, the plans are not yet fixed. We only planned to got bowling. So the next morning, right after subuh i went to do such research. wooo ~ semangat. cube kalau suo gy tahfiz, ngantuk semacam!

Decided to go inline skates then. Since abang nazzy badly wants inline skates, we invited him.

To ECP. Sadly, the price for inline skate is too expensive. Too bad, i rented a bike. Only abang nazzy skated :(

Not too long, he was too tired and changed to bike. kaya laa sangat, buang duit sesuke hati. hmph!

Late breakfast that was at 3pm - fuuh~ starving! criously. At mcd. McSpicy with cheese ~ fuuuuh~

Cycling, burn fats. McSpicy, add fats. So .... Bowling up next! woaaaaah. best kaper!

As usual laa kan, paise. Worst, the three of us are not professional in playing that. We need experience (!) Played ony 1 game. Sooooooo ... I laa champion. ;D But the scores are criously pathetic! ;D

Hey Saturday!

MMS with sec 4Bs. I try not to miss even one MMS because i find it very beneficial! We had our MMS at SMU. Secondary blum habis da gy university! xD
Preparation for university. so nk masuk U nanti tk ade the 'awkward feeling' ;DD

- I tried to upload puctures here, but it just takes too much time. I need to get to sleep. its quite late now. I've not iron my scarf :(
bsk sdaaa. ngantuk :(
& im not going netball tmrw. idk why .. there's no maths remedial tmrw :(

upcoming good friday

2010-04-02T09:37:00.004+08:00

Bowling with sisters today. Swimming was canceled! Damn. As baba assumed its gonna rain today. Haiiix.

So, bowling is confirmed. However, we still have no idea where to go next. After bowling i meant. Things that need not need to fork put money.. Its recessions for young adults ... BOO!

Tiqqy is forever with her 'gy wayang uh!' but we insisted. Think wisely, we look at the screen, the screen looks at us. We are not even enjoying ourselves together! I might as well rent a DVD and watch together with the family ..

I wanna play bowling. Though i know I'm bad in playing that. Practise makes perfect ~

Fizzy badly wish for ice skating. Not only fizzy, we too. But the problem is, tell me where can i get money .. hmmph.

Flying a kite. Is it going to rain? We planned to fly a kite at Marina Barrage.

Tell you what. The dominant reason is to take pictures of beautiful scenery.

Mindcafe, money ..
snow city, money ..
science center .. Only fizzy interested in this place. Penat se. excursion gy sini, outing ngn kakak pon kene gy sini ker? ayyyo.

Desperate enough, i went to http://www.newasia-singapore.com/places_to_go.html
and found Marina City park. Now, i just need to wait for them to wake up and decide AGAIN for countless time!

Iambored

2010-04-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

yo! I'm lazy to update - seriously .. But, i'm bored and I've got nothing to do.

No! Actually i have lots of incomplete works. English summary. hahaha. stress ao.

Lets start with Friday, 26th march.

It was mama's birthday :) On the day itself, sisters and i rushed to get mama a present.
& so, we didn't celebrate due to some reasons.

Saturday
Maths AAM test. Alhamdulillah, i managed to do. but didn't score very well. Next test, full marks. acheaaay. ameen. insya Allah.

Maths teach was conducted that day. & guess what she told her name is .. Alice in Greenland. -____- Apparently, we knew that she loves green a lot. Well, she makes me hate green sometimes. I'm tired of seeing that colour on every slide. But, i respect her for she can write using mouse pad in a split second & that is consider as nice writing. & if to compare with my handwriting by using mouse pad, mine is worst! tk bedek ~

Dinner with penang drift was awesome! Featuring the march babies ;D As usual, after dinner there must be a 'drop by' at someone's house. So, that day was at mak's place. Ate cake and watched adnan Sempit. wooo! best best ^^

Sunday

Had a big family meeting at my place. Due to that, I'm unable to join Q, mira and dee :(
Nevertheless, i had fun here. The adults discussed all the problems and planned to have nenek stay in my place, permanent! wohoooo. Berkat berkat! Ameen! & insya Allah, I'm getting a maid. Not confirm yet.

Yesterday

Went to bukit batok. Took 960 instead of MRT since i wished to go later than usual. Rode on with q and dee. changed to 187 - detailed seh ni - together with dee. Alighted near BB intcg but then .... when i reached the destination, i discovered that 187 actually stops near the house. Buat penat je jalan jauh jauh.

Summarize ehh. tk sngt uh. ni bnde yg tkd link.
I started to love taking bus than MRT. Mrt sempit uh. criously. bus boleh duduk.. tidooo tanak bangun pon tkp ^^ k wth laa. tapi, i dislike mrt uh. aite done ~

shouldn't be so weak

2010-03-25T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hydir :)

Thought that today is my best day ever. But then something went wrong. This is the disadvantage of playing computer. booo!

& for you, it will soon fade away - CONVINCING ENOUGH!
~ yes i am naive.

2010-03-21T19:38:00.010+08:00

- oh my. i love this video. 0:25, hydir mcm syaf ehh :D lol. sape tk paham, nmpksa blum kenal syaf sangat xD

met up with ♥ H today

2010-03-20T20:34:00.004+08:00

This year March holiday was different than the other holidays i had before. Usually, i will stay at home rest after 2 months of non stop studying. cheaaay bedek uh. But sometimes its true. Look, Monday to Friday, school days. Saturday, AAM and Maths teach or Science Enrichment. It ends at 5pm. Sunday, tahfiz & Tarannum plus the home works given and revisions. Very hectic.

I'ld like to recap my March HOLIDAY activities.

On monday, Puspa class in the morning. After class 01, 06 and me thought of going botanical garden to have a quick look of the place for Friday outing. When we reached Orchard, we were taken aback by the heavy rain. So then we decided to chill ourselves at Coffee Bean and wander Ion.

Tuesday, O level insya' workshop. I found it interesting. Not the trainer - I'm sorry but this is the fact. Ididn't enjoy his teaching or watever it is called. I enjoyed the time i had with my friends and new friends :)

Wednesday, Puspa again. Met Q after class to help her with the dee's birthday card.
Supposed to have a class at Bukit batok. But then it was canceled.

Thursday. Ubin trip with o level students. Rent a double bike that i shared with Q. We had trouble at first. Both of us weren't able to control the bike. Since i was afraid if anything happen to Q, we changed position. As usual, we took long time to stabilize ourselves in riding in tranquility. lol.

I fell from the bike twice. First with dee. I knew i'm not the one to be blame but the van! I rode the double bike with dee. & I'm the one controlling it. I don't know if the driver own a license but he was driving zig zag tatau uh klw nk tunjuk terror die tu. PEGEDAH! terror kehaprak. terror buat org jato bike. bods btul! So, i pun zig zag uh. kalau tak, langgar seh. And boooom! I lost control. Fell together with dee. There goes my uniform. mandi tanah ubin. -____-

Second i fell with Q. ni sume gara gara haziq. Nk step mane nye sweet gkny langgar langgar bike org. trus jato. lol.

Back from ubin, Teah and Q went to my house. We did dee's card :D

Friday. GFS OUTING! \m/ Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly. Pictures, amirah's FB.
Went to Jurong West after that.

Saturday! Today! fuuh. i love today. Was dared by teah and dee. Yes! dapat laa buat tu challenge. I nk cite, but then i takut kene bebual blkang. So better not. Sape nk tawu .... ermm. i'll try to consider. paling paling pun, t i private kan ni blog.
Mama knew the story already. still considering whether i should tell in public or not.

Hmm. Opps. i ny baby dah sampai! ♥ F

2010-03-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

I wanna sleep. But i just can't get my butt off from this chair and my eyes off from the screen.
I'm sleepy and I'm bored. The best way is to go to sleep.

Maybe I'm happy for my twinny as she turns sixteen today.

Happy Birthday Noordiyanah Bt Ahmad^^

I ♥ F

2010-03-15T21:41:00.003+08:00

I've got no idea what to say ..
What's important is CAs ARE OVER!
& MTQ is over. Frankly, I've got no enthusiasm to compete. I was fine at first but when more CAs were coming up, i was concentrating more on my tests than the competition. So now, i don't really care much about losing.

However, things are not over yet. I still have one more to go through. Tilawah at wktnjg. This is where i need to practise real hard. It will be on April so i still have more time to practise. Gonna fly to Bukit Batok every Wednesday and Bedok every monday. Insya Allah my hardwork will pay off. Ameen.

Alhamdulillah. I finally bought a new water bottle for myself. hahaha. Sponegbob squarepants' water bottle. When i first reached there, i saw this pink bottle and it was strawberry shortcake. I took a very long time to decide. Honestly, i found shortcake is nicer. But then i remembered tiqqy told me 'kalau dah suke barang tu patu da lame nk beli then one day u find something new, buy the one u nk sangat dulu. kalau tk u regret'. I opted to buy squarepants.

Yesterday, i bought squarepants' highlighter. Thought of buying lanyard as well, but something tells me there's no need to buy that. I'll buy one day ^^ Insya Allah.

Next, squarepants' 'wallet' 'pencilbox' and bag ^^ PASAR MALAM .....

she's away to KL. looking forward for tomorrow night fizzy! i miss you.

♥♂

2010-03-06T09:22:00.002+08:00

Happy 8th monthsary girls ♥
KILA . FATIAH . DEE . Q . AINUL . TEAH . MIRA . SYAF . MAH . SYIRA .

^^

2010-03-05T18:51:00.006+08:00

Mcflurry and Passion fruit milk tea are really addictive. Save ur money for spongebob stuffs syaf!

Im buying spongebob's bottle soon!

Patrick: I look like a starfish!!
Squarepants: You are one.

HAHAHAAHHHA!

- Maulud & Alice in wonderland tomorrow! :D

oh biology

2010-02-26T21:00:00.002+08:00

I super love today's trip. Alhamdulillah thanks teachers and school for giving me the opportunity to visit the Body World.

As usual, the feeling before going.. I thought the exhibition will not be attractive much. I've been to Science Centre almost every year, if I'm not mistaken. There, i didn't find much things to be done. However this year was a total different. The teachers gave us sufficient time for us to wander Science Centre and Body World. Plus, they gave us freedom. Cool.

Had MCD for breakfast with gfs while waiting for the others from school. Surprisingly, tcher Fathul was there! Oh my God! Happy with his presence and so do the sec 4/2. Unexpected. His words were convincing enough and i some kind of sympathize him when he said he has many markings to be done. Maybe he didn't wish to disappoint us and so he came along.

Lecture for 15 minutes, only a few slide shows were shown and booklets were given out. With the booklet, i roam the exhibition. Know more about parts of body - the difficult words and pronunciation. Unfortunately, i didn't try to articulate :( Perhaps i don't have the vitality to articulate as i was too interested in knowing the functions of body parts. I can actually practise those difficult words next time.

Hamdan Lillah i gained knowledge there and i love bio. My heart for physics has not fade yet. Insya Allah never (:
Chemistry, I still love you. Sincerely.
Apparently, i love Science. I'm just lazy in spending my time in that.

I went to science centre right after body world. Explored new place - it wasn't really new place, it was my first time going there. Same reason, not enough time.

Spent most of the time in Sound ____. I don't remember. Okay that place is cool! With the laughters .. hmm. The recorded voice in a 'short movie' room won the most attractive place!

After trip, headed to Orchard to meet Fizzy!!! Finally i bought pink cardigan for myself and two one piece dress! COTTON ON 50% DISCOUNT! AT ORCHARD! Its a factory outlet? Fizzy said.
Arhhh. Not forgetting, dunkin donuts (: Alhamdulillah. Total spent, *faint* Haiiixx. I didn't realized i spent that huge sums till i calculated on my way home. Fuuh.

I need 2 more shops to go and my lists will be strike off. Kiddy palace and new watch.

Okay, im feeling fatigue. AAM and Maths Teach tomorrow *faint* Maths Teach test tomorrow *DIE*

Friday ... Friday .. Birthday .. :D

2010-02-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

wohoo! okto :D -________-

guess what? i woke up at 10+ p.m .. p.m ao .. cool. 10+ reaching to 11. biasa jugaak. shift malam -___-

alright, good news. no more test this week! finally. bile je the best time nk ckp, good news, o level dahbis! oh baik! kene buat SLUMBER PARTY seh! cheaaaay. kenduri kesyukuran uh :D

Done with tests for this week, but left with 9 more tests to go! achimamamak! tak ke belambak tuh? cramp otak. silap silap otak dah leh buat ice blended seh. cair gile. k daaah -_____- like criously, sumps aku tawu aku bebual merepek.

nk try countdown uh ..

020310 - Chemistry & Physics
030310 - Malay, Tajwid, Maths & IRK
040310 - English
080310 - Insya
090310 - Nahu
120310 - Sarf

dah. tk sanggup lagi nk tambah. Sometimes, terpke jugak kalau ikut spongebob kan best. hypnotize kan diri patu nanti kat dalam otak banyak gle spongebob tngh buat kerja. Sume bende yng die ingat, die store kat computer, wardrobe. cool seh. Ni sume alam fantasi. :(

Beban tafsir, tauhid and fiqh dah lepas. Alhamdulillah. Paling nk lepas dari tafsir uh. Frankly, paper die senang jugak. Tapi before sitting for the test, mcmcm dugaan kene lalui. Hafal tamrin sume without u understand the content. almk.

Felt relieved tadi satu class dah bilang U.A about our problem

bsook thursday! last day of sch fr this week. wohoo! okto :D
errm actually tk sabar nak friday uh.
hehehe.

first tkd skola. dah plan nk gy body world. tp pke pke balik, mcm malas gtuk .. dahlah dektu pun ade. irritating! tkya kepo uh ikut. cheaay, syaf pon kepo :D tp atleast tk halang die from going, ni ade ke patut die ckp, syaf tkya gy sudah. kepale ots die uh! sume events die tk kasi aku gy!

k daah, emosi ni.

tp, kerana gfs dan ilmu, ku akan tetap berjuang untuk ke body world. kay wth.
&& friday ni BIRTHDAY syaf! wohooo. okto :D
eheem. same ngan nabi Muhammad Sallahu alaihi wasallam.
ehem, 12 rabiu'l awal ao. bukan 26 feb. salah info plaak :D

I am so lucky, hamdan lillah!

- ouch, heartbroken aku. mcm aim nmpk. sedih oi. I bukan the type of honest sngt smpi tkleh differentiate between i ngn tembok. I tawu tembok tuh lagi tebal. tapi skrg bile tngok cara u bebual, muke u lagi tebal dari tembok. alamak! irritating uh. sabar je aku.

if i can read people's mind, i put u in the list of reading people's mind.

SYAFa'at

2010-02-20T18:51:00.004+08:00

Finally i have the chance to update. Topic memang dah basi uh skrg. But tempting crazy nye crazy uh nk ckp pasal CAMP ROCK.

Disney Channel movie camp rock pun tk best ginik uh. :D

Basically its all about spiritual. We were divided into groups, random people. I was in group 7 which i was grouped in almost all gerek people. Sarah was appointed as our group leader. We spent much of our time by thinking of our group name and cheers.

We spent most our time in 'aula'. Had 'lectures' by kak Hendi, Kak Jay, Kak Uthman - the Indonesian trainers. They are cool! Very cool. They made us awake by playing concentration games - lots of games - which they will first start with a base voice and said -konsentrasi-. Oh cool! I accumulate indonesian words too. The new words were hilarious. Like, they wanted to say: kalau nk isi air pergi water cooler, instead they said: isi air di air kolam .. Swimming pool? Hmm. Weird huuh.

The foods were appetizing, no comments. The drinks were superb! Cold syrup drink. Cooling. Ni kalau bdkbdk camp buat advertisement air cool, boleh pakai air syrup seh! Mukjizat! *huh*

For shower, we had problems. Sape seh biasa mandi abe org kat opposite nmpk. Haiix. But alhamdulillah, nasib syaf pendek :D Tkd org ngintip.

At night, irritating. No fans. No sockets. Tu yng penting. Plus, org bising terpekik pekik suo diyam. Kay uh tawu nk kene diam pasal sume nk tido. Tapi tk penting seh nk pekik ramai ramai. Irritating ao. Yang buat bising org yg pekik uh tu. Cheaaay aku.

While sume tngh tido, ade tiga budak blm lagi tdo. (Fatiah, dee and syaf uh) Crite jer tk habis habis. Suddenly, ade org datang kat jiran sblh katil. & guess what, diorg main catching. tk senonoh btul prangai. diorg gy from katil to katil -- Uzaizah, sarah, zainab ...

End up, syaf tido first. Dee ngn fatiah gy mandi pukul 3. Pasal diorg blum mandi :D

Second day paling uh. Paling truk. We spent the whole day kat 'aula'. dengar lectures. dari AA Gyym (kay watever spelling). Tu tk kesah uh. Tapi aa gym dah habis bebual the indonesian sambung lagi dngn diorg ny slides. Tk penat kaper.

Muhasabah diri on Saturday uh. Tu sedih gile maut nye tahap tinggi skaliiiiiiiiiiii! Dah macam ape seh. Muhasabah diri twice. Satu petang satu malam. Yang petang, tk sume nangis uh. Tapi malam ny fuuuh! Diorg tutup lampu, tutup kipas sume bende diorg tutup. Habis gelap gelita. AMEK KAU! Nk katakan, everyone cried. Sedih seh. Ade sampai meraung. Cool gile! Subhanallah!

Sunday best! best best best! Sume dah macam org malaysia. Lagi lagi laki. Dah pakai baju panjang tshirt. pastu pakai topi. hahaha. We had game yng very cute. kene joget and everything. Patu ade ala ala amazing race. Tu pon best uh except the chaos. Kalau tk kecoh, lagi best uh. Kecoh tuh kire mcm gaduh gaduh sume uh. Bingit uh org sume nk bebual abe at the end, kalah. sdih seh. tapi game tu senang oi.

Game paling irritating, game marble. game paling best game syahirah pijak kaki org. cute uh. Game paling boleh menang cume mintak kene cooperate, game yg ala ala netball. game mcm itik game yg letak belon kat blkg abe sume jalan mcm itik. game jemput semut, tuang air fruit punch kat org. Game takutkan org, kene jump from plank to other side of 'padang'. Ahh sume best uh!

Patu balik ... Sedih eh :(

Monday, bangun pagi pagi, gy johor ngn P.D. Sume tmpt syaf gy black out. Sedih per. Kat giant and Angsana. haiix. Patu makan kat sayam. That time sume dah ngantuk.
Cik Azan: Kaay. sume tido, nanti makanan dah sampi, org tuh kejut kte :D
haha. imagine org tuh kejot satu meja suo bangun pasal mknn dah smpi. tk ke merepek ..
sampi rumah pukul 1. Penat camp blum habis :(

Tuesday petang P.D ajak gy henderson waves. Exercise. ikut uh. sape tanak seh. patu smpi rumah pukul 11 lebih. hw blm habis, bju blum gosok, socks sume blum siapkan. Penat camp & J.B blm habis.

Wednesday balik skola, gy Seoul Garden for dinner. hw bawak gy seoul garden. baik syaf baik .. Grab the promotion. Haiix. Tapi serious uh, maknn die best gile! Ade ice cream, makanan (obviously -__-)
ade satu budak ni cute gile ao. syaf tngh amek ice cream. tetbe jer ade budk kecik dtng die ckp : Cik amekkan saye air batu.
Trus syaf pusing, CIK?!
beh die senyum, trus lari.
hehe. tk puas aty babe!
Penat camp & J.B & henderson waves blm habis.

Thursday balik skola, gy Hospital. Smpi rumah pukul 1130. Penat camp & J.B & henderson waves & seoul garden blm habis.

Friday, finally tk gy mane mane.

Today, ade AAM punye test. Disappointed. criously.
Nasib eng tkd test. tk suke test :( Balik, mama amek trus rush gy hospital.

Kesian Mak. Ade jahitan panjang giler.

kay dah penat. bye.

unlucky day - i love my nenek :D

2010-02-06T20:03:00.004+08:00

There's always an unlucky day for me. This year was the end of last Monday and the whole Tuesday.

On Monday, i forgot to bring back my files. File which contained my time tables, foolscap and all my notes. Another file was nahu which apparently there was a nahu test the next day and i left it in school. Bravo.

Nasi dah jadi bubur, توكّل على الله

At home, revised nahu with my heavy eyes, very tired and sleepy. End up, sleeping with my book open.

I was awake at 6. I have not pack my books and worst not enough of revision. With no time table, i tried to bring books - instinct said that, that, that book. I deliberately bring my Engish book that actually there was no lesson that day. 'Ilmu (:

I struggled in revising nahu on my way school. Memorizing and compelled to absorb all those words. The test was first period. All the more!

In doing the test, i realized that i forgot to bring my eraser (again!) and pencil. At first, i felt relieved that i actually kept an extra pencil with me. But it was my unlucky day that the pencil has no lead.

After tuition, i went to buy IRK, no stock. So, i went home fatigue, confused with everything that happened. Well, i will always remember what mama said 'semua ada hikmah' and hadith said that الصبر من الإيمان

On the bus on way home, i slept and as aforementioned im tired, really tired! I woke up looking out the window, i knew i missed one stop. Maybe i was disorientated that i didn't alight at that stop but just looked around. Stupid.

during IRK class :D

Basically, this is a very detailed story i need to share.
Since I update this quite often, i have one more story to share with. Do come back next time if you're tired of reading it. No, i don't feel offended cause i won't know you're reading. -.- And so, wth. I'm happy to have readers. Just like an author, publishing their novels. Hehehehe :D Shall stop dragging and proceed.

This was basically the next day, Wednesday.

Granny's 79th birthday! I don't consider that as old anyway. I don't know why, positive thinking!

After IRK, i rushed to meet sisters and we bought present and cake for nenek. FYI, this year was the first year i celebrated nenek's special day. With my sister's and my uniform on, we went to nenek house. Sang a birthday song, just to make nenek cheerful. (Before coming in, both of my sisters argued that we should sang a malay version and the other insisted to sing english version)

Mama came after a while with curry puff, nenek's order. We celebrated with pathetic celebration but memorable!

mama

fizzy
tiqqy

who else?
bibik

nenek's beloved grandchildren (:

plus bibik

Ya Allah, please lessen my burden

2010-01-31T23:43:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillahirabbil 'Alamin!

Finally, i completed all my home works that NEED to hand in tomorrow. Ask me about the others. No, i have not complete it yet. Halfway through. Haiix.

I still have tafsir (project and hw), nahu test, nahu hw left with 3 more hadith, physics 1 more page left which I'm going to seek tcher Sam tomorrow insya Allah and Math AAM.

I've been posting status on FB an twitter which says: 'If every teachers give us home works for weekends and expect us to hand in on Monday, how r we able to hand in on time?' 1 subject doesn't mean 1 page. 1 subject can be up to 3 pages. Sec four is stressful. I don't deny it!

Doing research on internet for my home works. The more i spend my time here, it makes me want to update blog. Really thankful that i managed to control and update once i finish my works.

Yesterday, PTM for sec 4's students. Right after AAM, i waited for mama till it ended. Made our way to Bugis Street to buy fafa's things. Mama was surprise to see the crowd. Normal. It's her first time going there.

My eyes can't stop in looking around for one piece. I really adore F's blouse.

We bought fafa dresses. This, i cannot control. The dress is so cute and i joined in the club. Mama bought me one :D I'm so fortuitous. Shall bring mama to shopping everyday.

Reached home at 6. There goes my chance of doing hw that day. Dinner at 8 with P.D at Spize.
Today, tahfiz early in the morning and tarannum right after tahfiz. I declined bek arsad's offer by going bukit batok. I don't think i finish my work.

you look great on Saturday. pls appear on my hp screen.
tomorrow will be the day!!! Oh sayang ♥
gfs! let's be rowdy!! xD

♥♂

2010-01-23T17:27:00.001+08:00

It was a heart-beating moment waiting for our names to be call out.
Hamdan Lillah, i can interact - really interact - with my group members. They are my classmates and they are not the type that sit at the corner do their own business. Unfortunately, I'm still feeling awkward with her way of mentoring us.

After break, everything went chaotic. With the mentees did not know where to go. With that, ♂ was outside hanging out. Good opportunity.

It was English then. It went opposite. My mentor was great but my group member, i don't interact much. Only hafizah was there just now. After a while, a sister came and told us our group members. They were aishah and halimah :( Hafizah was exuberant hearing that good news while deep inside me, i was screaming for help! It's 3 vs 1 now. I'm not surprised if end of the year, i hang out with them. hehehehehehe :D

- i keep listening to the song. The song that you knew from me.

- I was overwhelmed. I managed to control my tears. Problems can be solve. I'm paranoid, i guess.

- you're one in a million ♥

(editted)

It's fatiah's 17 birthday yesterday.

AAM (heart)

2010-01-16T23:35:00.004+08:00

You will see me update once a week or twice a month. Roughly around that. Rather than the others who switch on their computer everyday and didn't update their blog. haiyoooo. I'm looking forward to see my friends blog updated, but this what i got :(

I feel like crying - touched - every time mama or baba came to me, especially baba who oftenly ask about my school and stuffs.

I was studying at the living room when suddenly baba came by my side and asked me how's sec fours studies, hows schools? I told him it's a hectic life. And he started to advise me.

After few days later, i was doing something - i can't remember - when mama came and asked me to study hard because its my future. I shan't elaborate more about it.

What important most is, my parents do really care about me. Only that they are busy with works and i understand them. I shan't put pressure on them.

I went to AAM today! It was indeed compelling! It propels me to work harder for o levels and even SA2.

Today was just an introduction about AAM. No studies, only games. Basically AAM is about under graduated students mentoring us in mathematics and english. I have the urge to join AAM as i heard that the last year badge had so much fun and a lot of improvements were made.

Insya Allah, we can make things go better. Provided everyone have full attendance and show their interest in studying.

We had an ice breaking game. We were divided into groups. Hamdan Lillah GFs were all in the same group.

I felt disgruntled having them treated me that way.

I miss the days where i used to devote to sixteen. I'm not looking back and i hate that most! Humans, we can't evade from the fact.

Every students experience the same thing

2010-01-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

Life has been very hectic! With tuition, remedial classes, activities that do not involve school and revision at home. Too many things that i need to be done until i don't even have time for computer. Well, that's the good thing about it. I managed to refrain myself from not wasting my time doing un-beneficial things.

I've been revising chemistry these days but things are getting complicated each day. Mr Mustafa was like rushing us - that's a must since we have not enough time to complete the whole book in 5 months. So, the only thing that i need to do is revise at home.

The second week of school has made me feel weary. I even start to feel sleepy during teachers' explanation!

On a random note, i was on my way back when i met ustzh Anggeraini. She asked me whether i am in a good of health & she said that I'm getting thinner! Huahuahuahua xD
- I miss her guidance ..

On the other hand fatihah said I'm getting chubby. Well, i took that as an insult whereas i took ustazah's phrase as a compliment! :D

maths teacher

2010-01-07T23:46:00.003+08:00

3 years of having the same math teacher who is lenient and doesn't even care about his students' works. I'm tired of it. Finally, teacher Fathul Ariffin was chose to teach secondary 4/2 mathematics.

Making the lesson interesting is always a must for every students who are gaining knowledge. Without that, teachers will end up screaming seeing their students slouching and off to sleep. *ouch* Indeed for them. But what do we care. We do what we think its the best for us but we're absolutely wrong. We cannot see such a lenient teacher. An aggressive teacher will keep us awake.

A story to share. Tcher Fathul Ariffin gave us homework yesterday which is only 3 questions. Before going out from the class, he told us that he dislike students who didn't bring books and didn't complete the work given. Just now, right after he came in the first thing he asked for was homework. Everyone were panic. Some of us had not finish it up. We do not want to make teacher scold us - EVER. I was panic and submit it without completing the work. DAMN! 19 or less out of 42 didn't submit the work. After given advice, teacher asked them to submit tomorrow, early in the morning. I was damn frustrated with myself for submit it without the work completed. I was scared to ask him for my paper back. Friends didn't allow me to do so too. Keep quiet rather than get scolded by him. I'm terrified if ones teacher give us back, he will do something UNEXPECTED! oh god help me!

The reason i didn't complete is not because of laziness. I only did quarter of the question. The remainder was a question mark!

first day of school

2010-01-04T20:58:00.003+08:00

First day of school. And it was raining early in the morning. It best to get in the bed during that weather. huahuahua.

Unlucky us, everyone were to assemble in/at/on (still doubt which to use since tcher rahman just taught in class just now) the hall. It was crowded, humid and everyone were like squeezing. So sweet. Loving each other. Al ikhwan! wohoo!

Form teachers were proclaim by Sir Zul, our discipline master in/at/on the hall. We heard cheerful response from the form classes and dissapointed response. Sec 4/2 received the most shocking news and i guess everyone were like chuckling upon hearing our form teacher. Mdm Hidayu. But thinking twice, mdm Hidayu is not bad after all. She's different in teaching and disciplining. That's what i heard from her students last year.

After assemble, tcher Fathul Ariffin came in our class. He was in charge of our class. & Mdm Hidayu in charge of sec 4/4, i guess. Nice pick! :D

He's teaching us mathematics. Finally! A new mathematics teacher! And I hope he teaches us different from teacher hadnan's method. He can interact with us, and that's what i like most about teachers. Bravo teacher fathul ariffin! On a random note, i adore his name. Nice meaning and nice pronouncation! :D

We got to know few teachers who's teaching us this year. Like
Teacher abdul rahman: english - rather than tcher affandi (:
USTAZAH ASYUNIFAR: insya - jump for joy!!
ustaz zamri: tauhid - as usual
malay: tcher zul, new tcher - i guess? that's what cikgu kheftiah told me.

Random note, tak habis habis eh. xD

first.
we were discussing insya' group name.
me: kausun kazahin uh.
qanita: huh?! ape seh?
me: rainbow uh. asal?
qanita: haha. kaaay, kte dngr awk cakap kau suke zahin!
group members: LOL!! HAHAHAH. kekek per Q! :D

Second.
kekek gile. for me laa as he's my father.

Baba: baba ader surprise!
came in and showed us HoneyStars.
me & tiqqy: ba!? asal beli nih? ktrg nk kokocrunch laa!
Baba: sume barang baba beli salah : *stompped his feet*

Baba never went shopping before. to be precise, he didn't go shopping without us! & he went there by himself today as mama was very busy.

Baba: baba beli susu chocolate pon salah! mama beli dutch lady, baba beli daisy. nasib baik beras betul. nanti mama marah baba :(
me & tiqqy: *have a look at the cereal box* ba!! besar gedabak ny cereal nih! mama slalu tak kasi tao beli besar ginik! besar ny! HAAHAHAHAH. *its a giant box, mama didn't allow us to buy that big*
baba: sembunyikan bawah katil!!!!
this is cute! HAHAHA.

I went to kitchen to see what else that he did.

me: Ba!!? beras ni salah laa ba!
baba: *was eating and he dropped his rice* baba tanak gy shopping lagi!
me & tiqqy: LMAO!

me: baba! umur baba brape?
baba: *calculate* 16 (:

wth?! pegedah! hahaha. 46 pastu nk step tukar 16. 16 dah leh masuk sec 4/1 seh ba -_-

possesion

2010-01-03T01:38:00.002+08:00

looking at interesting, attractive, fascinating etc pictures really mesmerized me. Indeed it propels me to having one as soon as possible. Life is just temporary. We can't buy everything that we desire but we really need. In fact, buying new dresses, shoes, accessories are just waste of money. It's all about temptations.

What if we save our money for 365 days? We might be able to perform pilgrimage, the fifth rukun of islam. All the wajibs come first.

Well, everyone is not perfect. That includes myself. I can't resist the dresses and all non-essential items.

So tonight will be the last night that I'm sleeping late, like this time.
I'm trying my best to not concentrating myself with computer such as those addictive social network: Plurk, twitter, facebook, blogger, picnik and msn will be abandon!

P.D holiday

2010-01-02T16:51:00.005+08:00

Reading my previous posts really embarrassed me. With the grammars and vocabs. I don't know if I'm ready to sit for O levels. No more turning back. O levels are ought to be taken this year. I ought to be practicing my English and all the other 5 subjects plus the arabic.

Dinner was at Tambuah Mas at Marina Sq with the other P.D note: P.D is the abbreviation of Penang Drift. Alhamdulillah it was new year! complete P.D family came! :D
MB next! Finally wish came true! (:

But due to the insufficient light, we didn't get a perfect photo! :(
Railway Station thereafter.

Yesterday was like our 2009 December holiday since it was complete family.

Today tahfiz only three people attended. ish ish ish.

its new year :D

2010-01-01T13:24:00.005+08:00

In Singapore, especially during big events like national day or New Year, there will definitely be fireworks. There's only one thing that we can't avoid from. Taffic jams.

It was the last 2009 yesterday. Followed maksu and family to Sultan mosque after Isya'. An event was held there. I'itikaf fil masjid. Shockingly, when i arrived there i didn't know that there will be so many peoples gathering. The mosque is full of muslims praying. Alhamdulillah.

& I saw teacher Hafizaa!! (: But didn't manage to call her up.

I didn't get the chance to perform my isya' with the imam as the telekung was out of stock :D
Sat at the corner while waiting for the others to finish their prayers. Nice one imam! It's a fifteen minutes prayer! Fuuuh! Is that isya' or tasbih?

After it ended, i can hear the small kiddos complaining to their mothers. So cute.

The zikir was form 930. And the ustaz told us that it will ends at 2am. SHOCKED! We actually planned to catch the fireworks. :( Since the kiddos were already moaning to catch it, we made our way from sultan at 1130.

To the destination by uncle's car. Sadly enough, when the clock strikes at 12, we were stuck in a traffic jam where everyone were busy making their way to catch it too. Since it's new year, uncle horned his car continuously, winded down the window and waved his hand and screaming HAPPY NEW YEAR! Omg. So embarrassing but indeed its fun with the whole Singaporeans joined screaming with their blithe mood! We made friends with the other cars. They were indeed friendly.

Azfar and Amirul was deeply disappointed with uncle as he decided to stay at Sultan. To make them happy, uncle made this stupid lame joke.

uncle: balik kte main bunga api.
azfar & amirul: nonsencse uh!!
uncle: kaay, klw gtu krg sume tunggu tingkat 1, abah kat atas campak bunga api tu.
uncle 2: pastu syasya kat bawah amek gmbr!
everyone: LOL!

uncle2 was actually being sarcastic! I brought along the camera but didn't get to snap memorable pictures. But i don't really care though as i enjoyed listening to the horns! :D

After evade from the traffic jams, we proceeded to dinner. Reached home at 2am.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2010 to all! :D

- I thought i will receive those messages from only the three of them. But i was wrong. Four. No more turning back (:

going metro sale with mama and tiqqy! Buying crocs! :D

hahaha. boring :(

my last post for 2009

2009-12-31T18:17:00.002+08:00

Late afternoon.
Now i get more things to talk about.

Helped mama with cooking. It's humiliating for me to not knowing how to cook. Indeed, I'm very lazy. & I don't know how to avoid this laziness. Syaitan? Hmm.
I'm able to cook asam pedas now :D && kueh puteri salad, but only the top surface. The green coloured. I'm expert in cooking tom yam *wink eye*

So then, i continued with my forever-activity-during-holidays, which is computer. Nothing else. I did a research about canon 500D. Finally I accomplished my mission in finding the cost. I still doubt in buying the lens EF-S18-200. Its too expensive :( *oh genie* chit! *Ya Allah*

I then decided to check aljunied's website. Great! I found interesting site. It's like an aljunied's blog. Read through the whole entries. It's all about 2009 activities. Duuuuh. It's created on 2009. Reading through it made me reminisce. Our school has won the 4PM debate and arabic debate in KL. I'm proud to be juniedians.

Teacher Hafizaa will stop teaching in Aljunied due to valid reasons :(
It's sad to hear that. And throughout the whole secondary, I've no fixed science teachers. From tcher hilwah to kak aishah(?) (I don't think this is her name. hahaha) to tcher Faizal to tcher hafizaa and now a new guy teacher. I think i missed someone name. Too many teachers that i can't remember.

On a random note, I lost my MKI tickets and i just found it this afternoon. Huahuahuahua. Well, I'm not able to go there too that day. The lose of that tickets didn't mean anything to me though. xD

pss. I'm going to Marina for countdown. I'm not celebrating it, just enjoying the fireworks! Don't get me wrong!

Happy New Year everyone! To mosque? xD

random pictures

2009-12-31T15:11:00.004+08:00

I planned to ruin this picture as i'm tired of those paparazzi but it turned out to be great focus.

fizzy's 20th
abang 22nd & fizzy 20th

random pictures. No topics to touch about today. It's new year tomorrow. New resolution, and come on! You should have the enthusiasm to achieve your resolution! Everyone were enthusiastic much during the first month but slowly they slack. New resolution, do avoid that (:

aite, Happy New Year, 2010!

I feel bad. I don't trust myself doing that anymore. Sorry to the three of you. Well believe in fate (: Do not give up and keep moving on! Delete me please. I'm a jerk.
hint: one of you is allowed to read this whereas its restricted to the two of you (blog private)

my awesome twinny \m/

2009-12-30T22:38:00.004+08:00

Hello. This is my twinny, dee. I ♥ her! Mcm model seyy. xDDD

I'm sleepy! How i wish to take a beautiful sleep. But since my friends had been complaining about me not updating my blog, i decided to talk about my twinny.

I had my breakfast with 3 of my lovely darlings. *cheaaaay* HAHAHAHA. dee, mira & syira. MCD for today breakfast. Teah joined us after few minutes. Had our breakfast and decided to move first leaving dee and mir. Phy class starts at 9, while bio starts at 930. Tak fair btol.

Class was 2 hours and 30 mins! Pathetic! Naseb otak tk explode. How i wish for a shorter duration. We studied sound waves and djambe(?) sounds soo good. Hahaha.

I hate schooling! I hate studying, especially phy! *mati aku*

I'll be having my breakfast at KFC with my girls tomorrow. *gemook seh syaf ginik lame lame! dah la cermin mate mcm org tue* xD

alright everyone, IM NOT READY FOR SCHOOL!

horrible

2009-12-30T17:03:00.003+08:00

I think i look horrible in spectacles. I was like in an auntie's age. I'm not used to wearing spectacles with school's scarf.

Today lesson was fun. Finally i did something beneficial. I can't remember the previous lesson we had. Its before school holiday! What do you expect? A person like me didn't revise during holidays. I think i should start revising after school reopens.

Tomorrow will be another lesson and sales of books.

Uncle asked me whether i'm following to watch fireworks.

Sezairi! Alvin!

2009-12-28T09:34:00.003+08:00

I'm not obsessed with him. I'm just proud that my idol be the officially winner! Stayed awake for yesterday show. Listening to him singing didn't hesitate me to say 'you will be the next Singapore Idol'. Sylvia sang nice too. But well, i can predict. You can see the similarity between me and Alice. wawawawa 'L'

After Gurmit proclaimed the winner, sisters and I were like jumping and screaming! Happy for the result. I don't care though if Sylvia wins it. Because its her luck and it's first female idol. She should be proud of herself too that she's the first female.

After the results show, my family and i went for dinner at Swensens to celebrate Fizzy's birthday the next day.

Planned with abang about joining us without her knowing. It's not easy to plan something that someone closed to with. Like fizzy always tell abang about her whereabouts and abang always message him. But not yesterday since he was busy on the phone with me and tiqqy. huahuahua.

While we were waiting for our foods to come, abang came from the back, surprised fizzy. I should stop here now. Going out with GFs. I'm not coming late again!

Any ways, Happy 20th birthday Fizzy! Will update tonight or most probably tomorrow, insya Allah :D

(9:06 pm)

I rate this show 10/10! Oh my god! They were so adorable! Including the chippets! I'm going to watch this again with tiqqy tomorrow! wohooo! :D Tiqqy's treat? Since she wants to catch the movie badly and she has no one to accompany her - I'll be! :D

I love today. The reasons are ...
first, I got to spend my time with GFs. but, sadly, Fatiah and Mah were not there :(
secondly, I got to snap pictures using olympus, nikon and CANON! oh my god! Luckily i met up with tiqqy to buy abang naz's present. And on our way home, we met tiqqy's friend. And he was with his canon. I grabbed the chance by asking him for his canon! Wohooo!

I just need to save my money for canon now.

Singapore Idol

2009-12-27T13:13:00.004+08:00

Singapore Idol tonight. Just hope Sezairi wil be the next Malay Singapore Idol.
Listening to Sylvia singing also makes me think that Sylvia can be the first female Singapore Idol.
I just love Sezairi more. Not that he's a malay but i think he sings nicer than Sylvia. It's not about racist!

To be fair, i don't vote any of them.

Dinner tonight with family and abang Naz. Shooosh! Fizzy doesn't know abang naz will be there. It's a birthday dinner aniways. Fizzy's one the 28 and abang naz on the 29. Dinner @ breeks. Yummeh! Going to had Lasagna or baked rice! :D

nightmare

2009-12-25T13:13:00.004+08:00

Went to mama's office yesterday for Christmas Party! Cheaaaay. Celebrating it doesn't mean that I believe in Christians' beliefs. We only had our lunch there. Well, most of the workers are muslims whilst the boss is christian.

Halal foods were prepared. All prepared dishes were very tantalizing. Pasta, turkey, bacon and such. I may not grow fatter but unhealthier - nau'zubillahiminzalik. Insya Allah not (:

Mama was given a half day work that day-last minute. I persuaded mama to follow me make a spectacle for myself. I'm tired of wearing lens each time i go for an outing. Plus, wasting of money. I need to be thrifty. Furthermore, I had a lot of things in my shopping list. Heee XD

Went for an eye check and kak Khairiah said that since i wore my lenses, my left eyes is weak. So not going to wear lens anymore, insya Allah.
Choosing spectacles for myself was difficult. Not all spectacles can fit in and doesn't affect my scarf. After much trying so many kinds of specs, she gave the smallest specs. I was told that my face was too small. For a moment i thought, how to make my face grow bigger? But then, I don't think i would agree my face grow bigger. I'm happy to be this way.
Will be getting new specs this Tuesday. So sad enough, only one colour for that kind of specs - brown :(

Wander Simei to find _ birthday present. I saw pink coloured _. But _ didn't adore pink. I feel like buying that and give _ mine. Huahuahua. I'm not that callous anyway :D
- Name will be anonymous because i scared _ might read it.

Tiqqy bought me english novel. Mummy doensn't love you by Alexander Sinclair. The book summaries it by saying that reading this will haunt you. Indeed, after reading it, i had a nightmare!

hortpark

2009-12-23T23:04:00.005+08:00

I can't describe today. I've so much fun even though only five of us attended.With the jokes and gossips we had. Haiix. Thanks amirah, dee, q and syira.

I was late, again! Meeting at HarbourFront at 1030 a.m. Since i live quite far from there i planned to leave home at 0930 and met syira at Simei. Syira called me at 0915 to confirm our meeting but her call was literally my alarm clock.
The last one to arrive. Sorry (:

Headed to hortpark and took our breakfast. Amirah cooked fried rice. She made it by herself. Future chef. ahhha XD
Roamed Hortpark, played playground.. I love see-saw but hate it.haha. fhm? They bullied me by riding on the see-saw. Dee, especially. She sat on it with full force so that I float in the air. You get what i mean?

Chilled at this pondok and shared our stories with pictures taken.

By the time it was 3, we went to Harbourfront centre before dee and syirah got home. By then, left q, mira and me. Went to Plaza Singapura.

On a random note, I had this convo with a person. hahhaa.
- jngn trprnjat seh nanti bukak skola syaf lagi tinggi dari _
hahaa. _ dah (height die) tao. syaf dah brape seh.
- eleeh! pendek jer! hahaa. yerlaa. syaf sedar syaf pendek. tapi kecik cute peer.
nanti kalau terserampak, syaf stop jap sblh _. nk compare.

; sakit hati per! hahaha. rabaak seh diee.

stupid perverts!

2009-12-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

I thought by going out early, i can be on time for tuition. But today was just not my luck. I was late again for countless time.

Next, went to Bugis for another shopping.
Bad thing happened. Hmph! Just do remember one thing. Keep this in mind. Do take care of yourself when you're in Bugis St because i saw this pervert down the street just now. He was wearing orange-peach tshirt (i guess), bald head, so-not-handsome, suspicious looking and worst you can see clearly he's aiming for girls! Bodoh! Seriously. This is no joke. He stands at crowded place, just like at Bugis St and starts to do his job. Prffft! Disgusting.

I was super terrified when he looked at me and my sisters. We're just stupid for not asking for help when he did that thing! We didn't even shout. Well, we thought it was just an accident since it's kind of normal when people acidentally touch. But the same guy did the same thing at the same place. Oh my goodness!

Uncle reminded us for asking help to people around or just contact the police. We get nothing if we bring the news home as there's nothing much we can do. Uncle thought of going to Bugis St, to where we went and find that stupid bald guy! But, i don't know what happened next. We were scared, maybe. Phobia. hmm.

On the brighter side, I bought a new long dress! Alhamdulillah! XDD

2009-12-21T15:45:00.000+08:00

I find myself worried if i didn't update my blog. Even if its only a day.
I have a lot of stories that need to be express. I enjoy reminisce.

Recalling back what have i done for the past two days. Oh yes. Went to catch New Moon with Fizzy and abang - finally. Watched it at Orchard - Lido. I went there by myself, meeting them there. I was clueless. I don't know the way to Shaw Centre. What do you expect? Orchard?! I don't wander there alone.
I was on the phone with fizzy, screaming. She expected me to walk there by myself when i didn't know the way! It's town!

& I don't find Jacob Black hot. Edward is. But if i were to be Bella (cheaaaaaaay!!), I would choose Jacob instead.

;

Saturday was tremendously fun. I enjoyed it pretty much. Headed to Bugis late Afternoon with tiqqy. Wohoo. Bras Basah first. School items. Then to bugis Junction. I bought slipper, watch and bangle. Thought of buying more, but i need to be thrifty or mama will end up nagging. After bugis, headed to Airport to fetch maksu and cik azan.

Obviously, crowded. Not only the jemaah haji went back but also team Singapore. Hmmphh.

;

Yesterday was Tiqqy's birthday. Had a family breakfast at Banquet, Parkway Parade and bought tiqqy's birthday present.

Dinner was supposed to be at Breeks at Airport since Mak Anjang and bek arsad's turn yesterday. Unfortunately, when we arrived there at 11pm, it has closed. We went to popeyes instead.

Mak Anjang and bek arsad went out at 115 am. & We arrived home at 3 in the morning.

The moment of truth

2009-12-17T22:00:00.005+08:00

I enjoyed watching The Moment Of Truth. Well, the show was entertaining but its quite disappointing story-life. They ask you about the personal life.

Imagine yourself playing true or dare you wouldn't want to tell to whoever you are playing with, like your parents or friends or teachers the truth, wont you? If they ask you question about 'have you had a crush on that boy?' and that period of time, your crush is beside you, are you going to tell it straight away? You're sure hesitate answering that 'bonus' question.

But that is just simple question. This 'entertainment' has so unexpected questions. If i were to be the contestant, i would rush to the exit and get my way home! ahhhha~ Not so fast. I'm not even going to participating it huuuh! Losing the trust! No way!

I watched Lauren Cleri's show. Well, she managed to answer most of the questions. But disapointedly, her sister, Monica pressed the button, avoiding her to answer that question. Lauren's ex boyfriend came to ask: If I were to come back to your life, would you leave your husband? Hmm.

Western just wish for money. They don't care about anything except money huuh.

I should play this game one day. With ........... anyone who wish to. Hahahahaa. Dream on! I get better things to do. GFs perhaps? HAHAHA. see first (:

reminisce

2009-12-17T15:54:00.006+08:00

Slept over at amimi's place yesterday since she slept at mine for four days, we got to repay back her 'kindness'. Girls night party as aunt and uncle are away for haji.

Helped kak muyah with the cook. Ayam sos tiram, super yummeh! I started to have that as my favorite dish. (:

Slept at 3 and woke up late for tuition and i got no time to have my breakfast. Good advantage too. Dream come true. I can feel my ribcage when touching my stomach. Growing smaller again! Alhamdulillah. I ought to be skinny than Fizzy! kwang kwang kwang! :p

Reach kak nisa's place and heeeey naufal was there too. I miss sleeping over at amimi's place when naufal, nabil, najihah, abang amli were there. We had our breakfast together and off to cycling at the multi-storey car park. HAHAHAHA. We imagined that our bicycle is a motorcycle. Well, everyone were safe. No injuries except for sore throat. Shouting and screaming. MAT REMPIT! HAHAHA. Kental yet cute. haha.

Ayah came back after a while.
ayah: ayah beli durian! tapi, kene blaja dulu. dah pandai, bru boleh makan.
haha. i would like to emphasize at the sentence 'dah pandai bru boleh makan'. Hahaha. I found it funny and cute.
Yummy durians!

Off to home by bus. Abang called to ask to check for the twilight saga new moon. I was excited by then as I've been busy taking care of that two kids till i got no time to watch that movie!

But hell yeah! Looks like the movie is closing down (?) soon. We're not convenient for most of the timings! And mama didn't allow us to go at night since it's awal muharram after margrib. Have to stay home or going mosque for prayer.

THAT TWO KIDS!!!!!!!!!

& I regret for giving away my number to new-close-friends.
- kirim salam sudah sape nk number. Menyesal seh.

Stomach flu is contagious

2009-12-15T21:08:00.003+08:00

I had one kind of 'empty stomach' yesterday night. Well i thought the source was that I've not had my dinner. Since i still feel the same thing after dinner, i went off to sleep.

At 2:45 a.m, i woke up abruptly. The next thing i knew, i was running to the kitchen and vomited. So, there goes the food trail.
Same goes at 3:15.

Next day (today), I went in and out the toilet, countless time.

hmm, stomach flu is contagious. First was fizzy suffering from it, and still. Next, mama and me. Have not taken my breakfast, lunch and dinner. No appetite. & playing laptop on the bed with myself lying down.

falling

2009-12-14T17:02:00.002+08:00

Each time you say something ..
Each time you like it ..
Each time you look at ..
I started to fall in love with you.

Say what the hell and boo! Oh my goodness.
I hate myself when i love you.

a girl turns seventeen (!!)

2009-12-14T02:10:00.003+08:00

Sweet seventeen (!!) woaaah. happy 17th birthday sister! May Allah bless you ;D
& i love you (:

Insomnia, again!
Aniwaes, it's great to be home where there's no kids around. They're back to their original homeland. I'm not sure if they are coming again. Errrgghh. Well, 1 more week left, and aunts and uncles are back from haji (:

I've got nothing to say more. Well, having KFC for breakfast tomorrow with tiqqy and amimi. Finally going to grab porridge yeeah! *burp*

fitting room >

2009-12-12T00:00:00.004+08:00

kutuk laa! zaman tudung bulat! wakkkakak! tudung pe skolaa seyh!

currently messaging with merah. We text-ed each other from 9 p.m till now, in the midnight. And so, what's the problem? hmm. I still could not understand why is it not settle yet.

Everything were like planned. I'm not accusing anyone here. But instinct!

Let's just hope things get better right after i wake up tomorrow morning. Insya Allah, ameen.

& to the anonymous who accused me do those things, please do talk to me. I need to settle things over. Add me at syaf-syefqa@homtail.com will ya? I don't wish to have an argument.

On the brighter side now.

I enjoyed going out with my dearest gfs today. Free from babysitting. The kids are not sleeping over at my place tonight aniwae. I'm so happy. I'm free from doing my work without getting disturb or annoyed. Hmm! Alhamdulillah (:

Went to Henderson waves with all the nine of us with ainul in each of our hearts. Ohh yeaah ^^
I was ubber shocked knowing that we're to climb the tall staircase with the bad weather. Oh my. Plus, there's a lot of small ants.

The pictures are responsible to elaborate about our outing. Well, facebook .. huahuahua.

- & i realized how bad i am. I ain't a good girl. I'm a sanguine. i'm egoistic, bossy, talkative that may irritate people. I need to change.

mama and baba's day

2009-12-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

Oh yeah! Another bad day! This year December holiday SUX! No doubt!
Mama told them about our plan of getting them sleepover at mak's house. But they just refused going! They said they have no one there to entertain them. Oh yaar great! What about me? Having u kids, I missed going out with my friends plus missed watching new moon with kakak and abang! Oii! Blame it on you. Sorry! I'm just so frustrated! Wait till you guys see me blind, nau'zubillahimizalik then u stop bothering me. Yeaaah. perhaps? I can't stop the tears.

& Great! People said 'such a small matter'. Because you know why? You have not experience it! Sisters understand the situation i'm going through. Thanks kakak (:

On the brighter side now.

Happy 21 years annivessary mama and baba, Alhamdulillah.

Mama and baba seem not to remember their anniversary the day before.

Fizzy planned to get a cake for them today. After her class, i rushed to Tampines Mall to meet her. After surveying so many kinds of cake, we bought cookies and cream from swensen. The cheapest and worth it that we found.

Bought academic school books too. Great! I don't know if I'm able to concentrate myself studying using those books. Those books were decorated with too many circles. and oh my god! Geli!!! I'm referring to maths aniwaes. For malay, the workbooks! The books were like accumulated with worms! Ohmygeeeee! Going to scratch my whole body!

2009-12-09T14:39:00.002+08:00

ain't a good artist. but practice makes perfect. I don't care.

I hate to see the topic 'outing with friends was tremendously fun'. Almost every blog i went to, I'll see this topic. hmph. Envy envy envy!

me: I'm going out this friday!
(& i hope the kids hear. & yes they did)
fafa: kak syasya nk klua? okaay kte jaga abang laa.
me: pegedah! mcm paham jer!

You knew that I'm not allow to go out because i have to take care of you! Filming is over. Fizzy does not need you two to act. I'm so disappointed with two of you. First, fizzy's plague broke. Second, our sofa became dirty (?). Third, you broke fizzy's tripod! And both of you don't seem guilty huuh.

Talked to mama about sending the kids home. & guess what mama said?!

mama: kesian diorg. mak bapak diorg kn gy haji.
me: yerlaaa. nenek ngn bibik ade pe! (Since they're born, their grandmother took care of them. Not my grandma aniwaes)
mama: awak nk adik kaan?!
me: (my real brother/sister. not cousin. prffffft)

This is what i got?! Mama just did not understand my situation. Even sister disagree with her. Stressing up. Hell!

Sezairi Sezali!

2009-12-08T21:52:00.005+08:00

He got into the final! OMG! I'm so loving it baybeh! Mama didn't even care when i screamed showing the excitement when he got into final! Thank god the police didn't knock on my door. Even if they were to come, they will also join me, perhaps? WAKAKAKA.
Rock On Sezairi!

For rich people, do vote for Sezairi please! *look Faiiz* hahahhaa. & I really hope he's the next malay to be the Singapore Idol (!!!)

piss off!

2009-12-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

I really think you should get back to your ORIGINAL place! I'm tired!
You finished one whole packet of noodles!
It doesn't matter much aniwae. I'm just annoyed with you, kids.
I'm pissed off!

confession of a babysitter.

2009-12-06T18:28:00.005+08:00

You girls should remember our 5th month today! Applause! Stay strong girls! Looks like our 6th month going to be next month! Which is, celebration! Ohhh! How about lunch after school? Just like we planned? Hhaha. Save your money! Come on! Be thrifty during this holiday! ;DD

I'm such a cry baby today. So emotional! I woke up by mira's message telling each and every GFs members about our outing. I was excited to meeting the girls. But then, the kids? How am i supposed to go when the kids are at home?

I knew that it's callous to ask them to go. So, there goes the tears.

Baba planned to go to cycling in the morning after subuh but everything turns out to be bad. Everyone were awake at 10. Changed plan and to breakfast instead. Ironed clothes and last minute changed plan to cycling! Ironed new clothes. So frustrating. Looks like not. But 5 people queuing up for 1 iron! isn't it frustrating?

I then made a decision not to follow. When i dislike that person, i don't go where they go. Since I was irritated by the kids, i refused going. Plus, we went cycling as abang wanted to. Mama nagged at me for not going. Boo!

First stop, breakfast. I told baba about my problem. Baba gave an idea to put them at aunt's place. But the problem is not settle yet! I'm not free to do anything when they're at home. I'm just tired for taking care of them when they treat me like a maid. Asking me to do this and that when they actually can do it by themselves! erghhhh! Another tears.

Went cycling afterwards. My mood was slightly better there. Enjoyed myself there. Met ifaa at Gallop stable where the pony and horse were there. Went to the playground afterwards. I really enjoyed the swinging thing. It's scary that we screamed a lot.

I enjoyed myself even though i was irritated.

Now, they're not at home. Playing soccer with uncle. Fuuh!

* Had a bad day with scarf. no doubt! And tiqqy said i look fat. huahuahua ;D I know.

[^Faezah^] says:
hahahaha! awwww. u ni cute lah.. ceyhh..
nursyafiqah says:
cheeeeeyh! compliment yg paling baik! HAHA

lalalala

2009-12-05T13:23:00.006+08:00

Nenek's smile is so adorable! Hhuahuahua!

I can't wait for school! I'm tired of lazing around. Like, nothing much to do at home. I've not yet buy my school books. Plus revise! Lalalalalala.

Nothing much to do during this holidays huh. Lack of ideas. Boo!

I miss my girls. Picnic! Hopping for it to happens!
Sec 3/2! Outing?!!
& girls, i miss netball! :(

My literally children!!! Huahuahua.

Innocent? Naaah! You're wrong!

Told you i trained him! Huahuahua!! :D

rock on syaf! \m/

2009-12-04T12:16:00.004+08:00

I was wondering from the start of our friendship, why do i have this such feeling?
& I've never been in this situation before.
Maybe, I'm tired of facing such problems. Oh alhamdulillah! I love myself more baybeh!
Thanks to YOU for making my life like this.

shuddup & let me go baybeh!

the love

2009-12-03T20:50:00.003+08:00

Another day being a 'mother'.
I hate to say goodbye to my family members who left home leaving me behind with the two other kids. I got to handle everything by myself. Stressing up every hour.

Another day venting my anger.
Another day get easily irritated by that small boy who's growing older and naughtier!

Have been listening to MJ12. Not feeling too scared as AT was there with me. nyahhhaa! *rock on AT*

Had a small argument with AT early in the morning. Blame it on me. But everything settled. Thank god he's nice. HAHA. Need to be extra careful now yaaaw!

No replies from me through messaging for this month. Saving for the one and only. Nyahhaaa. Sorry!

Tonight, will be another meeting.

sediakan payung sebelum hujan

2009-12-02T22:29:00.005+08:00

Saya ingin berkongsi pengalaman saya siang tadi yang amat penting kepada semua. Perkara sebegini tidak seharusnya kita megambil ringan.

Tajuk perbualan saya malam ini ialah 'Sediakan Payung Sebelum Hujan'.

Seperti biasa, saya keluar untuk menghantar dua adik saudara saya ke kelas tambahan di Bedok Reservoir. Belum tua, sudah 'nyanyok' pula. Saya lupa membawa bersama payung.

Alhamdulillah, sewaktu menghantar mereka, cuaca amat baik. Sejurus menghantar mereka, saya keluar mengikut rancangan saya. Saya ke pejabat ibu saya yang terletak tidak jauh dari tempat belajar mereka, tempat pertukaran bas Eunos dan McDonald.

Setibanya saya di McDonald, hujan mula turun renyai renyai. Saya gelisah takut jika hujan turun dengan lebatnya.

Firasat saya benar, hujan turun dengan lebat. Saya terpaksa lari dengan beg plastik yang banyak daripada restoran itu ke perhentian bas. Basah kuyup saya dibuatnya.

Setibanya saya di perhentian bas tempat belajar dua adik saudara saya, saya cuba cari tempat perlindungan untuk melindungi saya daripada terkena hujan. Malangnya, tiada. Terpaksa saya lari ke tempat perlindungan yang paling terdekat iaitu flat rumah. Saya dikehendaki untuk melintasi lampu trafik. Sudahlah itu, trafik lambat! Bayangkan basah kuyupnya saya!

Saya bagaikan sedang merendamkan diri di dalam kolam renang!

Saya rasa, setakat ini sahaja cerita saya. Harap maklum atas kesalahan bahasa di dalam cerita ini. Saya hanya manusia biasa.

hydir ;D

2009-12-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

I spent my time today by watching anugerah 2009. Nyhahhha.
Suddenly, i miss Hydir Idris :(

- This song was sang when i walked pass you.
but my main point posting this video is: I think, their dance steps were terrible. Nyahaha. && Hydir was full of enthusiasm! So funny plus he's cute ;D

- i love this song. & look at khamsani jemahat's leg DURING 2:03! So funny! LMAO!

- heee ;D cute! ^^

- 0:24 ! hahahaa. cute ;D

4 days

2009-11-30T15:17:00.003+08:00

4 days. Its a miracle that i'm lazy to drag my legs to the computer and keep my social network alive.

Friday was hari raya! Had my prayer at sultan mosque where i saw cameras from mediacorp and some celebrities :))

This year korban was at aljunied, school, under pergas. I wonder why was the event started late? We got to wait for a long period. Baba was the 5th person in the queue but after registered and so on we got number 30!

Since it started late, mama suggested we go to mustafa centre! nyahahhaa. I've never been to mustafa centre! With our hari raya clothes, SHOPPING! huahuahua. Not much to buy anyways. Only chocolates -_-

This year, was my first time touching the goat.

Went home afterwards. To nenek's house after asar.

Saturday
Fizzy's filming at our place. Camera, lighting, microphone, photo flexer etc were fixed.

sunday
To sengkang swimming complex with yusuf, amirul, fafa, tiqqy and baba. supposed to go with aunts and many other cousins but this and that happened.
tremendously fun! I challenged swimming with baba and yusuf and then __________ . nyahha. confidential ;D

To mak's house. Play wii.
Then to maksu's. play monopoly -__-

today
sent abang and fafa to tuition. it's like i'm their real sister. They going to sleep at my place till their parents get back from haj.
That's the purpose i didn't get the social network alive! Abang was on the computer the whole day !!

staying home alone with fafa and abang only :(

- photos will be uploaded next time. sorry or the inconvenience

boringg laa

2009-11-25T15:58:00.001+08:00

cehhh. adik baru! -__-

eeeeeeeeeee !! mendak nak mampooooooooooooos!

fast forward gy hari friday leeeeh akk?!
patu hari sunday plaaak! gy swimming kat sengkang! wohooo!
mcm nk tukar url blog nih uh.

ngantuk uh!

2009-11-24T21:38:00.002+08:00

eh hello!

Today's breakfast at LJS. *burrrrrp* overweight uh giniik satu ary.
Went for remedial then. They were much much much noisier than yesterday. Very irritating (!!)
After class, i saw big lorry and was wondering for a while. It was kind of smelly. So then i discovered the kambings had arrived! wohooooo.

To orchard then. Wander around.
Give me around of applause for not buying anything.
Miracle (!)

- okaay dah. ngantuk uh. malas nk upload gmbr and blaa blaa blaa.

Boys, shuddup seh !

2009-11-23T16:52:00.006+08:00

Sunday

It has been long time i had my breakfast with my family, full strength, outside. Had our breakfast at Almukminin. Got home and another sibling's day.

Went to Parkway Parade to print out pictures and wander around. Bought another dress, turquoise at cotton on. Nyahha. Have to be thrifty yeah? Will consider (:

Shin tokyo for lunch. Had Sushi, what else? Huahuahua. Probably i had enough of those sushi at shin tokyo since i didn't eat much. And plus, I'm getting fatter. bohooo :'(

*Oh yaar. for those who's wondering if shin tokyo has a halal cert, yes it does. They has a Muis halal certificate. I'm very particular with it. No worries

Next was maksu's house. Penang drift last gathering before maksu & cik azan's departure to Haj.

today

Woke up at 6 in the morning. Headed to airport to send maksu and cik azan. NO PARKING & WE'RE LATE! Aafter got the car parked, we brisked walk. & maksu just arrived when we came. By then, Fafa had already cried. & I joined her as well.

Fafa told me in MSN

Fafa: tadi kak syasya cry kaan?
Me: duuh. yar. hahhaa.
Fafa: hahhaa. cute seh!

*wow! nyahahahah*

Reached home from airport at 8 and i rushed myself get ready to school. So busy. Alone at home since everyone had gone to work and school. Supposed to meet syira at Simei at 845 but she's still at home. -__-

Had breakfast with gfs at KFC. umm yum. Remedial was okay except for the noisy boys! I just can't concentrate with them making chaos! Bleargh!

Wander bugis after class.

- Tomorrow will be going to airport (again?!) To send mbak kulsum back to Indonesia. Chemistry class. Thereafter, Orchard with gfs (!!) Weehee! ;D

Nur Fa'izah Bt Ahmad Fauzi

Nur Atiqah Bt Ahmad Fauzi Nur Syafiqah Bt Ahmad Fauzi Cheers (!) * halal eh. no worries xD *Dare to eat this.

cramp per sister!? xD

Dessert for the day!

I hereby said, I'm growing bigger not taller :(

i loooooove ..... over to dee

2009-11-21T14:53:00.004+08:00

nyahahahhaa. blog dah private (!!)

results

Alhamdulillah. I'm happy that i improve most of the subjects. I drop my science and fiqh. Expected. huahuahua ((:

I got 2 targets. I reached my second target. That was my position. Should try to achieve __% next year. My resolution for next year (always) study smart. nyahhaa.

Went to Iluma with GFs after school. Took jump shots since results were released. BK next for lunch. Then to school again. Pke mcm nk terserampak dngn AT uh. But he's nowhere to be found. g r r !

Wander around the school, waiting for AT. nyahha. Again, no avail.

In the bus, on my way home, dee texted me. Woohoo. Hot news oii.
D: syaf! cpat online! AT carek!
I was smiling to myself in the bus. Mcm bdk gileer. senyum gleer nye ao.
S: crious peer?! random nah!
criously seh. random. tk pernaa seh AT bbual ngan dee. haha. I mean like, they talked about me. Kaaaau. random habis!
blaaaa blaaa blaaa.
I'm so enthusiastic that i ran from the bus stop to home! MUAHAHHAHA.

& Dee said: syaf, i know something that you don't know.
hahaa. pke ape, rupenyer ........ daah tawu daah. thnks dee :D
Okaaay. Ni pun tngaa senyum sdri.

Today

Woke up at 355. Went to airport with family to send bek arsad and mak anjang to haji. Cried seeing them walking to the baording gate. :'(

Monday will be maksu and cik azan's turn. Fafa & Amirul will sure be sad. & absoutely, me too.

Sblum syaf nangis lagi, i better end here. nyahaha.
- k nk tengook cite hantu! :D
- eh! smlm syaf tngok paranormal dkt laptop, BORING!

bodoh punyer spammers.

2009-11-19T20:08:00.004+08:00

Something to share about yesterday

Sorry syir, i didn't have time to update my blog yesterday. Yesterday was Insyirah's 15th birthday. Happy belated birthday (!!)

We bullied syira by playing some games yesterday during recess. Hahahaa. Won't elaborate. xDD

& before recess, we watched UPIN & IPIN! They're super adorable! Mintk kene kidnap tuh due anaak!

Today

Went to the graveyard with baba. Grandma's corpse need to be transfer to pusara abadi. Spent 8 hours there!! *Grandma's scarf was still in good manner (?)

I don't wish to elaborate more.

Oh well, tomorrow will be the EYE SORE day.
& Blog will be private soon. Due to STUPID DAMN SPAMMERS. You're born with nice name yet you didn't use it wisely.

For those who wish to be invited, give me your email in the tagboard.
*sape yng syaf rasa, boleh baca, lucky uh. sape yng syaf tk sudi (ehem) nk kasi die baca, PADAN MUKE!
kau pke aku tk kenal kau per?

Oh sezairi got to the top 4! & I wish he be the singapore idol 2009 this year!
& I hate the fact faizal got eliminated. :(

oh best.

2009-11-17T14:22:00.001+08:00

haha. make sure dengar lagu ni smpi habis! i trkjut gile dgar lagu ni. almost drop my tears. tapi apehal seh?! ahahha.

being emo suckish!

2009-11-17T12:48:00.006+08:00

Have been so hectic now days. That's the reason i didn't make my blog keep updated. Sorry for that.

Should start with Saturday.

Exam officially ended that day. Stress free then.
Roam bugis with sisters. Had our shopping list strike off. & like finally i bought my everlast & absolutely my one piece. So satisfied. Now i did realize there are loads of one piece for sale there. nyahhaa.

Ridiculous drama happened. Sister and I were looking for a bag at this Zinc shop and a music was played on. A guy, which apparently was the seller suddenly sang so loud and we realized he was just behind of us (singing to us). He sang with his full of enthusiasm. We then started to run and likewise he's following us, chasing us. Girls, obviously will start screaming. We screamed and ran like hell out from bugis st and caught peoples' attention. Everyone were looking at us. HAHAHA.

Sunday
Had sushi at shintokyo. (mmm) Headed to cinema for 2012. I rate the movie 2/5. Fail. But congrats to the show. I cried watching it. Nyahaa. The movie was such a dragggggggy!

Father's step sister from Indonesia came. She brought her cousin along & her nephew; BABY! Lucky me, they slept at my house. So busy with him till i didn't care much not updating the social network. nyahaa.

monday
Excursion to Sentosa. Loving the 4D magic, extreme log ride, luge & skyride (!!!!!) & I hate that spider and crab. eww.

We're lucky because everytime the show starts, an inconvenience caused (?) So the show needed to be replayed. huahuahua. Watched 4D magic and rode on the extreme log ride twice.

So unlucky that i wore school's scarf. boo!

favourite-o

taste like a fishcake. nyaha.

enjoying herself
2012 <>

Izzul Haq!
sky ride! Ohh. great!

byebye!

emotional

2009-11-13T15:28:00.002+08:00

Please do take note dear, string attached means we're attached. Its not what you've been thinking; friendship - enemy, bestfriends and anything that related to it.
I'm glad you came.

Being emotional rawks. To blame pms or not to? I got frustrated over small things. I even bicker with them. What the hell am i going through?!

7 more days to eye sore

tumblr now

2009-11-11T23:03:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Ustazah Asyunifar! Had a great day celebrating it - even with small group. May Allah bless you! Ameen.

Tumblr
Will be updating in Tumblr for the meantime. No one knows why. Only myself.

Can't wait to bowl with girlfriends tomorrow! See you tomorrow rainbows! So missing you girls! (:
- sorry i can't bring my slr along. Too lazy and too heave :(

bright & dark side

2009-11-09T19:51:00.003+08:00

That issue that involves me and the guy next door, there has NEVER been any strings attached. Period.

Don't you guys ever dare to make up stories about me and the guy next door. So proud of yourself knowing that and tell people around you about it. Not enough of getting the whole class to know, you tell your friend which in the other school. Don't make stupid assumption. You don't know anything, you ask.

- i hope you know who you are. And to all, please to be reminded. Read this all over and over again.

Well, on the brighter side now.

I love going to school today. Having dyan and syira to communicate with. I'm so in love with them. uhuh uhuh xDD We shared loads of stories.

To be frank, I love during recess. Would like to take this opportunity to wish dyan a very thank you :D

Back from school, I went for a date with this girl. huahuahuahua. That is syira. But if dyan was to come along with us just now, i know it will be much more excitment! Hmm. :(
We went for lunch at *i forgot the name*. We had it at century square beside Ramen Ten. Ohh yummy. I love the sushi (mmm)

I am so so so so exuberant with my passing marks. But disappointed (duuuh) with my border line marks. For as i knew, I will pass all the papers i received just now in my report book. Alhamdulillah.
Ps: I'm not boasting around here. If you think i am so like whatever, kindly go away from my page. I don't like shooing people, but if you think i am the kind of oh-what-so-ever, i think you should go out before i burst out my anger. Thanks dearest :)

I want this and this and this and that! :))

So frustrating! chehh.

Jempooooot (!!)

She's my girl. haha.

Syir! Lets take picture! *oh no! sorry syir. teramek sorang* try again.

Too bad. The camera doesn't want you. Try again.

SYIR! amekkan! tk straight!

Finally! hehe. *pandai syir*

No idea what is she trying to do. haha. xP

&& again.

Dah bye! nak makan! :D

dull cha. haha. k lame!

2009-11-08T22:37:00.003+08:00

So annoying when the internet was not able to use. I got so bored plus annoyed plus irritated and so on so forth. Go and check the thesaurus anything that got to do with boring or irritating.

I decided to surf the net to keep myself busy with all those social networking. But then i discovered that the internet went boooom (!) There got something wrong with the modem. g r r r r r !! And i spent my whole Sunday afternoon with reading, eat and watching tv. Ohh. so boring. I ate so much that i might be overweight when school reopens tomorrow. huhuhuhuhu :DD

I kept switching on the computer to check whether everything was alright. But no! It was the same. booohoo!

In the night (chehh. heartless), I tried to meddle with the broadband or wth is that. I repaired those thing and that. And alhamdulillah finally. The internet works! Ohh my goodness. I am so proud of myself. ahhhahha.

So boring! Will be attending school tomorrow. Escape from the house chores and boredom. xDD
Hopefully we will be doing something that gain benefit. hmm. At least something that's not boring. Gain benefit sounds study? NoNoNo! Not study please. It will be fun if the teachers come in just to let us know our marks. That's my motive for coming.
I miss my classmates :) Each and everyone of them.

Boo! I'm getting bored now. And i know, this post is such a boring post! Ohh watever it is.

CHAAAKBOO!

2009-11-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th birthday (!!)
May Allah bless you. Semoga dipanjangkan lagi hayat.
Makin besar diri, makin matured tao.
heeehee. *no offense ehh*

Attended tahfiz as usual. Alhamdulillah. Ustazah lessen my burden. Will be taking exam next week. Only 1 juzuk. Fuuuh! I was quite worried actually with how am i going to take 2 juzuk for exam.

Today's plan of going penin with sisters cancelled. Hmmph. Tomorrow perharps. Insya Allah.

Everlast (!)
One piece (!) I thought of you suddenly. You were quite surprised when i said i have a one piece dress. This was during the past. hmm.
pink coloured watch at ripples. maybe?
new specs

So dull (!)

2009-11-06T15:51:00.002+08:00

Why is today dull? Oh my goodness. I kept staring to the PC but I didn't have any idea what to do. Kept changing the tabs.

I finally sign up for tumblr after months of doubt.

&& I think i got to keep myself busy with the social networking.

Have been waiting for AT and AP to online from the noon. But there's no sight of them. I understood why is AT not online. At is out with AT's friends.
What about AP? Maybe enjoying after days of stressing up.

random

2009-11-05T22:41:00.005+08:00

So RED

Abang Naz's niece.

the sisters have grown up so well that they are
always engaged in boy talks! - fizzy's blog

I'm so freaking bored that i decided to publish two posts in a day. So, the picture above are random pics. But i just love the third picture. It was during hari raya. I went to danish's house when i discovered that his mirror reflect a rainbow. Isn't it cool? wow!

dramatic

2009-11-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

I'm done with examinations. I'm done with stressing up with studies. Alhamdulillah. *sujud syukur* Left with tahfiz. That's when i can jump for happiness. Ohh 14th, please be as soon as possible.

I knew i did badly for my science paper 1. Oh my goodness. On the other hand, I'm so happy for my maths paper 1. Even though it is not satisfying for my parent and the teachers, I am proud of myself that i passed. Alhamdulillah.

girlfiends and I had our nice drama playing on yesterday. We did that succesfully. All thanks to our cooperations. *huh* Yesterday was our celebration for Kila's advance birthday. Malas uh nk elaborate. heee. :D

I had a weird dream these days.
Firstly i dream about going to an adventure. When i was hiking with my friends (which are unkown to me), i found out there are lots of frogs. My intention was nice. I started to inform the others behind me that there's lots of frogs. Thereafter, when i was hiking futher up, there were like gazillions of frogs surrounding me. And they were hopping and hopping. Oh my goodness. So damn annoying plus i felt uneasy with that situation. I was abruplty woke up and so shocked dad appeared infront of me. huhuu. So dramatic. *try to make urself in my situation* u will scream out loud for sure. eww.

Secondly, i dream about H.
Thirdly, i dream about btw and his cousin. I went to his house and treated him like a shadow. But his cousin like a super close friend.

middle finger

2009-10-31T20:59:00.001+08:00

i hate those fellows

rebel .. ??

2009-10-31T00:47:00.005+08:00

i love my girlfriends and our 3rd home.

Rebel :)

gone haywire ~

Why must it come when im trying to avoid it?
something will going to happen .. wait and see.
sorry, i just can't stop crying with handling these problems.
Record for this year .. I just couldn't stop those tears.
I cried and threw tantrums.

I am sanguine

I shall see you half covered in blood

short but meaningful xD

2009-10-25T19:22:00.002+08:00

I decided not to message any guys during this period. Since examination is going on, i try my best to focus more on my studies than on my mobile phone.
I thought i am free after 3rd november since examinations end on that day. But no. I still have my tahfiz exam on the 14th.
Tahfiz starts yesterday. I wished to see what happened to the mosque but oh no, the place was restricted.
I wish time could run faster so that i can see what happen in the future.
I wish everyone the best in taking their FYE. Study smart people!

dustbin

2009-10-23T15:42:00.002+08:00

Hello. I am bin. you want me? Take me. You don't need me? Throw me. prffffft.

SYAFawi dabis :)

2009-10-22T14:23:00.003+08:00

ORAL DAHBIS LAA! :)

tadi insya' SYAFawi. boleh laa tahan. naseb kene dengan ustz yang boleh tahan dengan karenah dier. examiner ustz Rosli. pke at first ustz Sandisi. skali ntaa kenape name sume jumble up. abe syir bilang syaf kene after sarah. so kre that time bile dapat tawu, syaf nyer turn nk dekat uh. nta mcm mane nta ustz ni dengki betul! dier skip nama syaf SORANG. whaaaaat ?! afifah sepatutnye last seh trus ustz tatau laa asl dier kasi syaf last. haaaiii. sedih sedih. :(

punyerlaa tak tenteram duduk situ. baca sume ok laa. tatau laa dier nyer 'shakl' cmne. tawakkal jer :) time conversation, kene bebual pasal syabab masa depan tuh. syaf ckp laa syaba ade yg nk jadi lawyer, doctor, ustz and etc. trus ..
U: ustz aper?
S: ustz laa. mua'lim, mudarris.
U: na'am laa. man?
S: *baru get the joke* ustz rosli -____-
trus ustz senyum smpi ke telinge seh. ntaa laa aper motive dier.

abe time tengah bebual gagap nyer maha gagap, skali ader satu lelaki ni jalan kat sblh syaf. punyer laaa tkleh angkat. dier ade ke patut tngok kan. distracting gile seeh. abe dier tawu syaf tengaa gagap, dier lagi cakap 'haaa?! limaza limaza?" like whaaaat thee?

trus trus. syaf kater diorg kalau nak capai cita cita ni sume kena berjaya then insya Allah pass fauzan azimah. pastu ustz kater fauzan tuh aper? dah lame lame, baru get the joke. so i answered, fauzan bapak sayer. fauzi. okelaa. atleast tk pressure duduk situ. *flips hair mcm advertisment pantene* xDDD

Abe dahbis tuh sume, ustz kate 'knpe awk last?' dengan selambenyer syaf jawab. pasal ustz tak adil. ala ala bias gtukk kaan. ataupun, agaknyer ustz kasi ana last pasal ustz nak kasi markah lebih.

SYAFawi nk dkt over (!)

2009-10-21T14:32:00.002+08:00

Quran SYAFawi boleh laa tahan.

ustz Mukhsein: تفضّلي يا صاف *senyum*
ferst ferst tak paham. ble pke pke balik, ohh lerr SAF

patu bile dah tengah baca tuh syaf mcm abruptly stop ao. ala ala tersedak gtuk. trus ni paise giler mampus nyeer uh. ustz tetbe jer panjang kan tangan dier amek air dier letk kat depan syaf. WHAT THE?! abe dah tkl stop ketawer sehh. ustz pun dah ktawe ktawe. bile ustz suo sambung, k uh dapat sambung. nasib tk lupe ayat dier. tapi yng rabak ny, time tnga baca tkl stop ktawe uh. dahbis ayat tu, trus ustz kater: awak nak air? abe ktawe. makkk! paise giler i.
then question tengah baca abe tk ingat ayat and ustz pun tolong. hmm. sedih sedihh.

again. ader orang prank call. nk point orng, tp tkl smbrng tuduh. suara pun tk kenal. criously tk perna denga suara tuh. haiyyyyoo. irrits laa kanak kanak ni.

esok insya' SYAFawi. dah ready ker syaf ni? hmm. seram panas -.-

tadi i flashback masa masa dulu.
mcm nk rewind jer!
lagi lagi dengan youu!!
g r r .

practical test haprak!!

2009-10-20T00:05:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum!

Insomnia! :(((( dah pukul 12.04 seeh. besok mcm tkd exam jerr kaan. tapi oral jer. boleh relax siket uh. Ni tkl tido pasal budak tuh uhh. tadi mcm excited gtukk kan nampak dier online. heee. tapi tk bebual pun. sedih an.

eh ehh! tadi kan, i dapat mxg dari seseorang ni. ktorg bebual pasal ____. kesian seh i dengan _____. macam nk tnye khabar dier cmne. abe nk tgk dier. mcm nk nangis i. patutla tadi i rasa pening semacam. rupenyer, dier ader case. kesian seeeh.

nk cerite siket. tadi (smlm) ade practical test. kesian phy/chem kena tunggu berapa jam for bio/chem untk habis. pke test start pkl 1030 skali pukul 12. fuuhh! kene laa tunggu pukul 130. abe kan phy tatau nk blaja aper ao, tp takut dier semacam.

time tengah buat practical tuh kaan. physics boleh tahan uh senang. cume banyak makan masa. tak habis buat. haprak seeh.
Chem?! lagi haprak. nervous attack!! dier suro add 7 drops an lepas tuh tawu ape akk?!! syaf tak nmpk dier nye picit picit tuh. so nk step mane nye terror laa kan, pegy laa tuang dari test tube tuh gy kat measuring cylinder. nk buat pelan pelan uhh. skali tangan menggeletar sangat pasal terlalu nervous, ntaa agknye syaitan ni uh yng gy tolak tangan syaf, habis stengah of the solution syaf gy tuang kat measuring cylinder tuh. dah curse curse smcm seh! SERAM!!

alright. bye. boring laa. tkdorg nk layan.

ok bye. i nak main FB. dari tadi i main FB tao. dari pukul 1045 i on smpi skrg. eissssssssh. duration dier pendek jeer. so what kaan.

*setiap gambar yang diletak, ader maksudnyer. heeeeeeeee :D
tapi nanti dee tny 'bile nk jadi independent? irrits oii! hahaha. i tanaaaaaak ikut dee! i nak dier! ooops :X

silaturrahim

2009-10-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to open houses. take note! open houses not open house. First was mama's friend. When we first arrived, baba said that his wife looks like one of mama and baba's classmate's sister. primary school classmate. And yes, indeed. Later on, parents' classmate came. all his siblings were there too and all of them know each other very well. What a surprise when most of their children are fizzy's friend. When we were on the verge of going home, mama's friend's brother in law (ffuuuh!!) is baba's far far far away cousin. (huh?)

Next house, tiqqy saw her friends. Ok everyone have their own connection. while me??

heee. When we reached cik radhiah's house, there goes my part.

heyhey! yesterday and today i took the quiz at FB. The quiz is 'ur netx lover'. First was faiz achoy. haha. damn hillarious plus ridiculous. Jaws dropping. Since the proverb 'laughter is the best medicine' is understood enough, i took the quiz again and again. Just to cheer myself up. And wow. It was such a .... *speechless*

going jalan rayer this Saturday!! heee . insya Allah
alright i'm off!

lari

2009-10-11T11:58:00.010+08:00

i'm running away from you.
am not going to entertain my desire anymore because for me its such a waste.
so foolish i am for not listening to their advices.

Lari, lari, lariAku lari tingallkan semua ini
Untuk mencari, cari, cari
Ketenangan diri...
Pergi, pergi, pergi
Engkau pergi dari hidupku ini
Ku tak mahu, mahu
Engkau hadir dalam diri ini...
Keluhan hatiku tak siapa yang tahu
Ku simpan semua sebak di dada
Biar ku yang terluka
Pernahkah kau mengerti caraku memujukmu
Pernahkah kau hargai caraku mencintaimu
Lafaskan kata dari bibir
Adakahnya dari hati
Mungkin kau tak fahami maksudnya
Yang tersembunyi
Titisan air mata dari pipi ke bumi
Pernahkah kau peduli betapa sedih diriku ini
Mengapa... Aku yang terluka... Aku yang merana...
Aku yang menahan sisa baki cinta ini
Engkau yang meminta... Aku yang sengsara...
Rimas, rimas... aku rimas
Tidak pesona kecundang
Istana jiwa ku goyang
Roboh dan tumbang
Sawan ku lantang
Tidak berpantang
Letupnya siang-siang
Bukannya alang-kepalang datangnya perang
Dan bawa ku ke jurang
Pulanglah sayang janji ku tatang
Ku hapuskan dalang
Dalangnya sayang
Sayangnya hilang
Hilanglah garang
Garang ku Terbang melayang
Terbongkang ku terbang kau terhoyong-hayang
Tak pandang belakang terkangkang
Kira ku tak diundang kurapuh semua tak bertiang janji ku kini kan berulang

kau pke kau sape ?!

2009-10-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

Thank you Nur Shafiqa Ibrahim for the chocolate. && i ♥ the wrapper. so cool!

Just a few minutes ago, i received a message that makes me go s*** arghh! oi! i have reason laa! ~~aku bingit uh nan kau. sorry uh. tapi memang uh. asl kau ginik uh? kau ckp nan aku sume benda pasal 'g'. patu kau ckp nan 'q' pasal aku. eh tak klakaa seh.~~ syaf kau pun pada aku merepek jugak. kau pandai la cakap ginik, marah² orng. kau tngok uh nanti pe jadi. kau jugak yg lari² naik bukit yang tinggi tuh dengan tk bawak air. kau tk heran kau penat ke ape. kau memang dasar uh syaf! kadang aku rasa an kau kene jampi seh! nau'zubillah!

date paling jaws dropping. first was the happy ones. second was !@#$%^*&$%#@!

pastamania with girls after school just now. beef lasagna ♥

♥, how do you do?

2009-10-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

bored.. 1 question. how to overcome boredom?

actually kaan. syaf pike tanak main computer ao niari. skali ... ntaa laa kan. rindu dier sngtsngt. klw on computer, bkk comp. klw rindu kwn hang out ngan mreka² sume. klw rindu barang, tngk barang tuh selamalamanyer. kalau rindu ♥ ?? macam maner? eisssh.

2 hari tidak kelihatan bagaikan 2 tahun. Punyer rinds. tkleh take it syaf. Kalau weekends boleh plak. tapi ni, fuuh. kepala saket seh kena tahan tkl tgk sape jalan dkt sblhsblh sumer. merana i. ♫ jika dengan sekelip mata kau berubah .... ♫

the day when masjid terbakar was such a horrifying day. nk dengar cerite tak? hmm. takut i. Masjid terbakar? unexpected kaan. patu malamnyer plak i macam ala ala muhasabah diri. ala ala jer tao. i teringat balik uh ader something happened yg kat sumatra and padang . situ² laa. then dah pkepke mcm tanda kiamat plak. seram! patu malam nk tidur, sorang uh. kakak sumer blum nk tido. Bile half way nk tido tuh rasa takut yang sangat². dah terbayangkan diri di dalam kubur bersama azab². trus lari gy bilik mama. tadi plak syarah share something. dier kate yng sumatra tuh kan happened at 1504 kaan? skrang sume gy bukak quran tafsir mlayu gy bukak surah ke 15. is it surah ke ape ntaa la. but its 15 uh. then tengok ayat dier. 4 kan? baca tafsir dier. seram! abe bnde tuh berlaku at 1504. k daa. takut. bye.

how i wish the C can be change to Y. and there it goes, SYAF

huhuuu

sejak bile ehh syaf kawin? hhaa. kk dream on laa syaf.

2009-10-06T19:04:00.000+08:00

tadi baba mxg syaf. bilang syaf yang masjid kampung siglap terbakar. punyerlaa seram. trus fafa mxg syaf, fafa ckp cik azan bawak dier gy tngok masjid, fafa ckp seraaam giler. syaf pun pke2 balik, hmm tanda kiamat. seraam.

harini 061009
3 bulan ktorg bersama. gelak ketawa, suka dan duka karenah satu satu. walaupun baru sahaja 3 bulan, tiap tiap anggota kami dapat merasakan kebahagiaannya. (huh?? hahaa. k daa diam seeh. punyerlaa merepek) k laa. yang penting, syaf sangat menghargai persahabatan kami.

Memang dah lama ktorg kawan. cume 060709 (alamak. number nk dekat lawa. tp tk kesampaian) officially date dier. heee. Happy 3rd monthasary baby girls. i love you qaqaq, fatiah, dee, q, ainul, teah, mira, mah, syir :) biar kekal hingga ke akhir hayat. acheeeeeeh macam kahwin laa plak. huhu.

since today sume "free" kteorg ramai2 lunch dekat banquet dengan menyambut bulan ketiga (?)

haus peh kak ?? xD

cheeeeeh. paparazzi xD

tetap di hatiku

2009-10-04T15:21:00.007+08:00

Recognize this picture? heee.
Ever watch syawal kembali lagi ?? These are some of the scenes. heee. It was last year programme actually. I was shocked enough when i was in the kitchen and saw camera's, zamberi abdul pattah, syed azmir etc at my carpark. Without wasting much time, i took pictures of it. enthusiastic (?)

Remember syed azmir and his friend walking along so called a garden? It was near my flat too. ((:

Talking about this, during hari raya with girls, we went to Dee's. Dee then showed us the scene of pinggiran ramadan. Just near her block there. Syed azmir's work place and zamberi abdul pattah's house.

Dah kate twin? mesti sumer same eh? heeee.

datang cepaaaat !

2009-10-03T13:08:00.003+08:00

sape jalanjalan raye patu tatau nk gy rumah sape, cube dial number telepon syaf. heheee.

meh meh. datang rumah syaf. syaf tenga bored ni. [:

k da bye sumer [:

i sayang u ~~sorang~~ jer.

agkny?

perjumpaan hari raya dah over :[

2009-10-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

Perjumpaan hari raya at school yesterday was fun fun fun!
I enjoyed it very much.

Walked out from home at 7. heee. klaka taak? Bell rings at 730 and i went out at 7. As usual, busy with this and that. I was panic but then i was sure enough that there will be a bunch of late comers. I didn't plan of coming late. It was an accident.

First period was maths. Maths test. Obviously flunk the paper. 30 minutes paper. And it was literally 20 minutes. Teacher gave the paper late and plus with the chaos. I just can't concentrare and there goes the bell rang and passed the paper up with stupid workings. I'm ready to receive the paper with a zero telur busuk. booooo !

After school, jalanjalan rayer with girls. We went to only 4 houses. We slacked at each of the houses especially "my" house. hehh. LIterally dee's. Durra was ohhhh myy good! so much adorable. WE watched gegebo. hehehe. scary.

Pictures will be uploaded next time.

I skipped tahfiz today. Tiqqy went jalan raya with her friends. WTH an?! She forgot there's class today and didn't wake me up. I woke up at 10 and realised that ustzh asked me to memorize 2 juzuk. And yes! I've not memorize it. So skip class. Thankq mama and baba. heee [:

Ok bye. tuition now! *drag legs* AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i sayang you [:

foolish!

2009-09-30T23:39:00.002+08:00

First suprising, shocking news!
Wait. first of all, i never expect to receive this stupid, foolish. 'FISH' news. Someone said that i'm fat. wth wth wth. Am i ?? Fine then. I will start diet soon. Shoooooooooots !! I hate myself for being fat.
I was not in the right mood. boo.

I felt miserable sometimes.I don't know why but i kept thinking that i'm ~~not living any longer in this world~~ I know i'm talking crap and this is sooooo ridiculous. Lets skip this topic.

Last monday, i waited for mama to get back for break fast together. But mama said she still outside and she will be back 15 minutes after margrib. I drank a glass of water and had kueh and then went to perform my prayers. Highlight : alone at home.

Yesterday, I was late to school. Literally i came while the others were reciting their dua.

After school, I took 12 from school straight to home. It took 1 hour and 15 minutes for me to reach home. Even though the duration was long, i enjoyed sleeping. huhuu. It doesn't make any difference though. I spent 1 hour by taking MRT. Right after i got home, i took my nap. It used to be a nap but i accidentally woke up at 658. I ran to kitchen and had my break fast then. And again, alone at home. Called mama and she said she will be back at 8. And agaiiiiiin. I had a glass of water and kueh (potato chips). I had my heavy dinner at 11. As there were guests coming and i got no time to have it.

I was late again today. Same as the yesterday's reason. Since i came late in the morning, i punished myself to be back late. (Exactly not. I had something in school after lesson) Walked off from school at 515 and again took 12. Reached home at 645. Right time for break fast. *woo woo wooo* Highlight: The whole family was at home.

I want to take bus to home everyday after school. I enjoy sleeping.
I enjoy clapping hands with girls. heee. Nice rhythm girls! Lets play one more time :D
I miss you :[

merepekk.

2009-09-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

Tak jadi laa plan syaf nak blog in english all the way. heheeee. Since compo dahbis, so thats the end of our story. TAPI .. english exam lom abes, dah nak bebual mlayu. ayyyyyaa !

Kkk. wth seh syaf.

Last Saturday. i went out to hari raya outing with family. First house was clementi. As we knew the shortest route from Tampines to Clementi is absolotely PIE. But dad gave an idea about going KPE CTE. (eh? sembarang uh syaf) Ask me why ?? ask me?! cepat ! before i throttle you. achehhh. brani naah aku. ahh diam uh kau syaf! Because .... we wanted to listen to the 'zooooooooooooom' sound. F1 car uhh abe. takkan mazda 3 car an?! mazda 3 dah slalu dengar seh. jalan gy mane2 ajer, start engine, zoooom. mazda 3. achehh. aku ni promote kereta mazda 3 ker? heeee.

Unfortunately .. Oke prepare box of tissue please ... We didn't hear any of the zooming F1 cars. Cume dengar kereta 'tamia' yg slalu budkbudk main tuh. k daah penipu haram. We're super enthusiastic. We wind down our windows but oh no! Dad said they went for a break. macam paham jer bapak aku ni.

We went to abang nazzie's house. achehh nama glamour seh. abang nazrie's laa. Two houses and off back home. kental seh. nangis tak berlagu oii aku bile pergi dua rumah jer. achehh. irritating seh kau syaf. eh aku nye pasal uh blog aku seh. Bak kata orang tua tua, terantuk. ni uh family syaf ni. Dah pergi jalan KPE CTE, balik pon same. Fulamaaaak! (chehh. macam carta hits Ria xD ) nampak uh kereta F1 tuh jalan. tapi canvas tuh mintk kena potong sehh. Salute sama itu wak cantuk uh eh! heee ;D dengar bunyik zooooooom. fuhh. baik uh! Nmpk seh hamilton lambai2 kat syaf. syaf nk lambai balik, tp mcm what for seh? chehh. luperkan jerlaa. daripada ngantuk, trus tersedar babe! fuuh.

That time, husna, mohd, ahmad nan hassan tido ruma syaf. Pastu syaf dah jadi mcm mak diorg oii! Fizzy tido -____- tiqqy klua. mama class. baba kerja. tinggal syaf layan karenah diorg.bangun jer, sume mintk sarapan. trus dah kasi, ayam pulak luper nk goreng. haha. kesian tak? hee. nk letak kunyit kat ayam tuh kan, kunyit sume tumpah kat sluar seh, fuuh. da mandi kunyit aku. patu lak time tengah goreng ayam tuh yang panas minyak nyer direndam bersama ayam, syaf nak angkat laa ayam tuh letak kat piring. dah goreng maah. trus minyak panas yang kat kuali berwarna gold tuh terpercik kat dalam mata. panic sebentar aku. then kat tangan pon kena. ada tanda oi kat tangan. dah mcm power ranger seh tangan syaf. picit button nanti ader klua power -.-

Aniwae .. congrats eh lewis hamilton. teacher affandi tadi buat klaka. naseb klaka. heheee. dier kata hamilton, pregnant. satu class dah blur. sejak bile laki mengandung. trus tcher kater dier hamil .. k sape paham?! baguuuus. yang tak paham. gy tanyer tcher affandi. heeee xD

dah uh, nk tdo. tajwid dah blaja ao. cume waqf wal intida' sungguh tak faham seh :'(
eh tkleh tdo uhh. dah uh goleh2 jer uh kat katil. tunggu org2 mxg.

sape seh nk mxg? boring oii. dah tkd org nk mxg. mengadu nasib pa syaf?! haha.
naseb ader merah. achehhhhh.
merah jerlaa faham perasaan syaf.
hijau, kuning, bru sume tak. ahh! diam laa kau.
bye sumer.
i love merah. k daa random seh aku. HAHAH.

buntu

2009-09-26T17:52:00.001+08:00

aku kini berada dalam situasi sebegini rupa.
Situasi seperti lagu² yang pernah didendangkan dan juga dipopularkan.
mungkin aku tidak pernah terfikir akan kejadian ini.
sebab itu, aku buntu buat seketika.

Aku tahu, bahawa setiap perkara yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya.
jika 1 pintu tertutup, 10 pintu akan terbuka.

Kau menyangka aku pergi kerna dia

Andai dapat ku undurkan putaran dunia
ingin ku ubah semula kata-kata dan tingkah lakuku
yang salah agar kita dapat berdiri
di mercu asmara

Cuba kau rasa kan lah apa yang ku rasa

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir
Engkau maseh belum berubah rubah
Engkau tetap sama..

Setinggi langit yang terbentang
Tingginya lagi hasratku ini
Jangan leburkan kasih sayangmu
Kau pamir padaku kekasih

Rindu hati rindu
Bicaramu selalu di ingatan
Pedih hati pedih
Tingkah mu terlalu menyakitkan

Rindu ( rindu ) rindu ( rindu )
Menanti saat kau kembali
Pilu ( pilu ) pilu ( pilu )
Tak tahan hati ku menanggung

Kini aku ~~meminta maaf~~
Kerna hatiku dah tertutup
Untuk dirimu oh ~~sayang~~

Pergila ~~sayang~~ benci!..
Jangan kembali lagi .

dah syawal ke berapa ehh harini ??

2009-09-26T17:48:00.004+08:00

adik beradik lain mak lain bapak. cume dee je kakak syaf. xD

salim's full force

focus kat naufal. HAHAH. funny laaa afal.

bukak lip je, confirm ader camera kat depan. haha.

Why can't i upload musics from mixpod? ohh. tsk!

Yesterday was fun. Complete family going jalan² rayer. Ainul was there too. In each of our hearts. awwww!

Since the last house was Q's, and it was margrib that time and we had no idea to where anymore. So we planned to lepak at Q's. We talked about *secret matter* and watched zombie kampung pisang together. Hahaha. It was ridiculous and hillarious. haha.

I think, i miss pizza a lot! Just now when i was typing 'zombie kampung pisang' i accidentaly type zombie kampung pizza. heee. kk.

smlm syaf klua, ramai plak yang datang berkunjung ke rumah syaf. tapi bila syaf tak keluar, ramai pula yang tak datang kunjung ke mari. Pilunya hati ini. chehhhh.macam paham sehh syaf xppp.

Semalam balik terus dengar budak² pekik. andd dengar laa diorg main bunga api semua. Lip bukak terus, ader husna, mohd, ahmad nan hassan. terus malamnyer, macam biasa jugak diorg tidur sini. Boleh nak dikatakan every year once. hehee.

pictures of cousins going hari raya outing uploaded at multiply
pictures of friends uploaded at amirah mir's facebook.

I want to go jalan raya again with cousins! k daah bye.
nak makan pizza. k daa. angan² jerlaah syaf ni kan.

new haircut ((:

2009-09-24T15:34:00.001+08:00

hello hello.

2 papers down. Many more to go. -_________- Sat for english and malay paper 1 just now. No comment for both papers. I should not put high hopes in getting high marks for it. Just doa' for the best. Ameen.

Oh well, yesterday i went to hari raya outing. But only 2 families went out. My family (literally not. Baba and Fizzy didn't come along) and amimi's. We brought nenek along. Went to nenek's foster sister's house. Once they met, they started hugging each other and cried. Awww. So touching. They were like celebrity. Flash lights from the cameras. Each of us busy taking their pictures. I then went to Bukit Batok to uncle house. Reached house at 12. That time, i've not studied for paper 1.

I cut my hair after school just now! Alhamdulillah. Strike off in the list. Pizza hut next xD
when uhh?!

No plan today. Tomorrow going outing with girls after school. Insya Allah.

Congrats me. I didn't see ST at all today. ~~JFJ xD~~

ST came back :( or :)

2009-09-23T17:30:00.006+08:00

Plurk makes me wanted to play computer the whole day. I don't know why i enjoy plurk very much. I feel like plurking every minute. Well, let's see sometimes later. Do i even care about plurk? I think i am arrogant. I've not been updating my twitter, instead i signed up for plurk. Oh ohhh.

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My alarm clock woke me up this morning for school. I don't exactly know why i was mad that i threw my hp out from the bed and *gabbbang* it goes ~~bouncing on the ground~~. Woaa. Violent. I then realized that i threw my phone away and quickly jump off my bed and check whether it still in good condition. Since everything were still in good condition, i went back to sleep but it was already 6 (!!) I woke up again at 615 and walked lazily to take shower.

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I received my progress card today. It was such a **boohooo**. How can i sit for my o-level when my results were that bad ??

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Exams are coming and I've been thinking of ST. Because it happens when ......

- - the end - -

hari raya!

2009-09-22T21:09:00.001+08:00

Selamat hari raya. Maaf zahir batin. Syaf mintak maaf sekiranya/memang ader buat silap dengan u sumer. Mengumpat/ terkasar bahasa/ silap kata hingga buat tersinggung/ sakit kan hati. etc.

First day raya ..

Oh best. klua rumah pukul 1230. macam biasa gi baba nye side dulu. Tapi this year nye lain sikit. Tak gy kampung arang. Pergi uh, cume tkde orang. Nenek sume gy boyan. g r r ! tak fair peh. dah dua bulan plak tuh gy boyan. So, jalan gy rumah yang lain2, dapat tawu cik nier (tatawu laa spelling dier) masuk hospital. First time gy hospital time raya. weeee. ramai jugak eh gy hospital time raya. woo. Margrib trus smpi rumah bek arsad. Nenek skrang tinggal kat situ. Dah tak tinggal ruma kte lagi. Dapat tawu, sume tengah tunggu family kte. haaha. Takpelaa. last2 years sumer kteorg tak klua rumah ao. Skarang, kteorg dapat chance nk gy jalan, kte habiskan banyak rumah. heee.

Kat sana, sblah mama pulak. weee. best. dapat gather together. After kak dila's marriage, dah tk gather lagi ao. huuu. Solat margrib, trus salam2, amek gambar sume. ohh sedih giler. Part salam nenek tuh, ahhhhhh takleh angkat youuu! Klua after isya'. fuuh. punyerlaah lambat. dulu start after zuhur. then after asar then after margrib. this year isya'! maaaaaak kaaaau!

This year dapat gy dua rumah jer dengan sedara2 sumer. pathetic seh. Samapi rumah pukul 1230

second day

klua after zuhur. Jalan2 mama nyer side lagi. wee best. NI kali kte pergi boleh laa tahan byk ruma. tak sanggup uh aku nk gy kire brape byk rumah. asalkan happy. Time margrib, gi darussalam. Part nk jalan gy masjid tuh, tetbe ♥ call. Tanye kat mane sumer. Pap Pap, ♥ pon kat darussalam. Trus jumper laa ♥. Weeee. best tao terserempak dengan ♥. So, die klua dari kereta. Bebual laa dengan ♥ sementara tunggu orang lain habis solat.Korang rasa sape ni ♥? hehe. ♥ teah laa! hehee. k daa diam seh.

Dalam pukul 10 lebih, sume dah kebulur babe! trus ayah kasi idea, beli makan gy rumah ayah. dinner kat sana plus beraya kat rumah ayah. balik smpi rumah pukul 12 lagi. penat laa smpi rumaa lambat. fuuh!

OK daaah. ni laah paling boring post yang pernah syaf publish. blearghhh. post dalam melayu, tk gerek uh. mendak oii. klaka plaak tuh. crious!

more pictures at FB . insya Allah.

- besok skolaa. alaaa.
- nak makan pizza laaa (!!) someone deliver pizza from pizza hut. ermm. yummeh nyer!!

nightmare (?)

2009-09-18T17:34:00.001+08:00

Incredulous still what happened this morning. It was like a 'NIGHTMARE' to me. Firstly congrats to you for being brave enough to ~~interrupt the class~~ Hahhaaa. ok. sorry. The class hasn't started yet anyway. I didn't expect it goes like that aniwae. Frankly speaking, i was trembling. This was usual. I guess ??

Dude, if you're reading this, plese take note that i still have not listen to your explanation. And i want your explanation. Do try to talk to me as soon as possible.

I just remember something. During Insya' period last Wednesday (Yes 2 days ago -,-)

teah: oii! kau kentot eh?!
Syir: mane ader!
teah: abe asal aku dengar bunyik *poooooot*
syir: tak laa! kau smbrang jer!
me: LMAO

Hhahaa. so funneh!

I went to library during recess to attend the tahlil. With the smell of kemenyan (?) It really reminds me of atok & nenek :(

Went to Geylang after school with syir. Fuuuuh. havoc.

( -- end my speech here -- )

specially to you

2009-09-18T17:03:00.001+08:00

Dedicate this song to (insertname)

Kau membuat ku berantakan
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
Kau menolak ku
Acuhkan diriku

* Bagaimna caranya untuk
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hati mu
Kusadari...
Ku tak sempurna...
Ku tak seperti...
yg Kau inginkan..

kau hancurkan aKu
dengan siKap mU
Kau sadarKah kau,
kau Tlah menyakiti Ku
Lelah hati iNi me-yakinkan mu
cinta Inii membunuHku

rayaa rayaa rayaa

2009-09-15T22:40:00.002+08:00

Since exams are around the corner, i should start blog in proper english or malay or arabic. *to improve my vocabularies.*

hari raya 2008 ;D

Hari raya preparations are not completed yet. I still have not buy my bag, shoes etc. tskk.

Bought shawl after school with fizzy. We planned to go to orchard to find nice and cheap bags and shoes. I had no idea why she canceled it last minute and we went to bugis junction instead. Too bad we didn't buy anything there.

I found nice shoe at charles and keith but high heels???! By following physics term, the surface area is small. And you sure will see me panting after visiting from houses to houses. *exaggerate* heeeehe.

4 days more to hari raya. Where can i find nice and cheap bag and shoe? Why is there no promotion for hari raya? tskk!

Something happened in ladies just now at school. So damn hilarious. First 'Z' went into the cubical. After few seconds, *private*. Next was a sec 4 girl. She went into the same cubical as 'Z' went in. Again after few seconds *private*. I witnessed (?) everything and that is why i find it hilarious. haaaha!

I've done with painting my house.
Why can't i find nice blogskin?
I think i flunk my insya' test :(